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Friday, November 23, 2007 at 11/23/2007 11:52:00 AM

Your Inner Color is Blue

Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.

You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.

Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.
You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.

The purpose of your life: showing love to other people

Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah

Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor
What Color Is Your Aura?

All about me? It's quite true,, take ur test too :p


Woot~ i look lik so many nice star!!! haha.. but i look lik stphen chow 2!!! :(

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

at 11/23/2007 11:07:00 AM

Together they lived happily ever after...

Believe fairytales do exist...

Call her naive or what? She doesn't care... She still have the hope that fairy tales do exist.. One day she will find some 1 she loves and they will be happily married ever after :)

After Shan finished watching Enchanted with nini and min she realised that all her negative thoughts about love had disappeared... She suddenly had the urge 2 find some 1 to go for a date... However, this time round she is not going to rush things.. She is going 2 wait for her loved one 2 come and hold her hand tite... Walking thru the rest of the journey with her...

However, min was having a bad day... shan dun understand why min care so much about a guy who doesn't trust her... but shan reckon min really liked him alot.. shan can understand cos min hasn't been through much relationship... But what pained shan is that ppl thinks that min tries 2 fake sympathy because of 1 incident... shan did suspect before abt min previously... but she chose 2 trust what min says cos that's what friends are for... Cos shan Knows veri well that min is not a hypocrite like some other ppl out there...

they can act like nth happen in front of min despite what they think of her... come on ppl? if u dun like some 1 den pls dun force ur self 2 act like u think she is such a GREAT person... YOU ARE BEING FAKE.. A BUNCH OF HYPOCRITE !

Although shan advised min not to prove them wrong.. the truth is the truth.. ppl who cant trust u and have been putting a fake front in front of u is not worth you making an effort proving them wrong... Because what is the truth will always be the truth... However shan told her 2 do what she really want... Cos shan noe that min's real motive is not proving those hypocrite but is that guy...

If that guy ever read this ... shan juz wanna say.. how do u love a person if u cant even learn how to trust the ones u like... Min is a nice girl.. Although shan and min have not been veri close nowadays.. But if any1 were 2 hurt her deeply... shan won let that matter rest... shan is not trying 2 act like a gangster... but juz think... if some 1 hurt ur close friends u love dearly... Are u going to juz sit back and look and not do anything? I doubt so?

Back to the main topic.... After the movie Enchanted they walk down the lane of Antasia(orchard road haha) with pretty lightings... and then shan goes with her stupid nonsense imagining she's in some fairyland... silly her.. Overall she had a great fun... she is working her way thru to make her life a fairy tale come true :)

Fairytales do come true if u make it happen...

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007 at 11/20/2007 09:35:00 PM

I'm sooo ugly? still i dun care!!! hahahahaha

May's Day!

May is feeling gd 2 day!!! many wonderful things had happen.... After sooo long may finally reunited with her beloved god brother XIANG...
In the bus...

As may was alone in bus feeling bored so she send 1 bunch of msg to 1 bunch of ppl hoping some 1 will reply... and xiang replied haha!!! nice nice... May is so happy chatting with him!!! YAY!!!

In school....

2day after lunch... May was on her way 2 her practical when she saw Fido... Fido told May about dickson saying that he had dumped May... Now now... last sat dickson was the one that sms May and told her he miss her... and May had told him she doesn't miss him... And there Fido telling May that dun be sad because of Dickson.. which May isn't sad... In fact she had been quite happy this few days? May doesn't understand why Fido doesn't believe she is over dickson?
*May Shrugs*

maybe humans are like that... they like 2 be emo and expects their ppl around them to be emo? lol but emo is not in May's dictionary....

In mechanics class...

May was sitting beside ICHIGO!!!! Ichigo is sooo handsome!!!
Obviously not that IChigo beside her... and They were discussin about babes and looking at some gay porn lol... Well, Ichigo and his friends said that the guy in the porn look exactly like Ichigo... so May went to take a look! And Oh my fucking god! May exclaimed.. That guy and Ichigo resemblance rate is as high as 97 %!!!!

After class...

May was in the lift 2 gather with Ichigo and Friends!!! and THey went jumping in the lift !!!! May basically screamed her lungs out!!! The whole lift was shaking!!! ARGHHH!!!!
May ended up seeing stars... lol

In the bus back home...

The traffic was having bad jammed due 2 whateva nonsense.. And may was feeling bored so she called her old fLame Jian wei.... lol.. And she missed the days 2 gather... haha so wonderful!!! LOVESICK!!! May wants a bf!!!! But she's 2 busy 2 hv 1 though... long time
It has been 3 months since May had a bf.... haha...

anyway.... May is having a great day 2 day!!! woOt~

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Thursday, November 15, 2007 at 11/15/2007 07:09:00 PM


I don’t know when


进一步send 出我的真心企图

IRC 是我们的恋爱满屋

用我的keyboard传达出我的全部。(verse 1)

爱你的我就想type I love you

爱你的我就 Type I miz you



只能shutdown 自己一个人哭 (verse 2)

Chorus: 我的操作系统一片空




只要你输入password (电脑爱情的故事)

简单的一句我爱你。 (像冰冷荧幕一样孤独)




Song arrangement: Jiayi


My song password haha used 2 sing it for some 1 else... but den haha well what has been gone is gone.. so i'm waitng for a new person 2 let me sing this song 2 :) Recently, life has not been much.. Everyday i go 2 sch and i am rushing like siao.. sooo bored... boring day... no stories much 2 share :(

so here i am sharing my first composed songs 2 u all... hope u all like the lyrics :)

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Tuesday, November 6, 2007 at 11/06/2007 11:01:00 PM

(ugly me)but still i'm SMILING! (it's them who make me smile!)
(I have friends there for me!)

Avier's Thought (It's time 2 smile again)
Hmmm, It's tiMe foR my thought agaiN... Guess u all haVe guess it, if u haven ok Hasegawa is me... And apparently i am that fool... haha... And u noe what? I think that he would woo me for like 6 months was because he see me as his challenge... I guess the way he talks would attracts other girls ba.. but apparently he turns me off at first... maybe he wanna see if he can make me fall in love with him...

I guess I am not in love with him... But i DO like him... lol a fool i might be... And i do feel sad at first... i mean the first night and second.. And this sadness is something i haven had for a long time... lol... i mean so many relationship this sadness i something i haven found... and i thought it would last long... but sadly, it only lasted for like 2 days? ( was thinking of feeling sad den can on diet, apparently it failed)

I am surprised how strong i've become.... And how optismistic i am ... lol i do hv 2 thank him for letting me get that sad feeling back... lol... i guess it's gd things ended this way.. rether den when i've fallen in love den he dumped me... haha like this old saying jiu de bu qu xin de bu lai...

And ppl out there.. DO STAY HAPPY! no 1 but urself can help u 2 be happy! And besides u look more attractive when u smile... Anyway... remind u all again... Dun let words affect u lik i let it affect me.. PPL might hate u for that... But there will be ppl who LOVE u for that too!

stay the same...

watch out for more stories! be it gd or sad! :)

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Monday, November 5, 2007 at 11/05/2007 03:06:00 AM

It has come to an end
(pt 3 of hasegawa's story)

"Perhaps everything should not start at all...Then it won't hv 2 end i guess"

Hasegawa cant stop the urge 2 call Ichika ... So she gave him a call...

Hasegawa: hello...
Ichika: ya?
Hasegawa: haven slp?
Ichika: No i'm not slpin...
Hasegawa: what u doing?
Ichika: studying la isn't it obvious?
Hasegawa: I'm juz asking, why muz talk till like that?
Ichika: why u haven slp?
Hasegawa: couldn't slp
Ichika: But i need 2 study, Dun disturb me...
Hasegawa: HOw abt a gd nite kiss first?
Ichika: Dun want waste energy...
Hasegaswa: well if u gif only waste 1 sec of ur time , dun gif wasted 10 sec of ur time..
Ichika: so u no u're wasting m time what should u do...
Hasegawa: fine! u hv change BYE!

Ichikawa hang up on her...
Hasegawa know veri well he doesn't like her anymore...
So she jolly well noe not 2 call him anymore
but the text that came in shock her.. TOTALLY!

"I guess i dun like u any more, maybe it's because of our lack of communication? anyway dun bother calling me i won ans... I'm mugging for my last few papers..."

Hasegawa was determined not 2 show him that she needs him so she replied..

"haha expected... That is what ur faithfulness is all abt? lol i guess the others were right abt u u're juz a filrt... any way gd luck for ur papers... I guess i'll juz hv 2 find some 1 else..."

and he replied...

"thanks for ur concern... i guess they are half right since i neva met u before i didn't put in much feeling..."

OK! Hasegawa was sad... BUT she is more MAD den sad now... cos she is stupid 2 believe in a guy which is lik such a BASTARD... Anyway, it's better that when Hasegawa had fall in love den she got dumped isn't it? It's not in Hasegawa dictionary 2 be real sad or die over her guy... furthermore a bastard..

So it juz meant a new start for her... lol the feeling was gd... being a long time since she got dumped.. the only thing she regret now was she should hv p;ayed it cool when he was cold 2 wards her... now it make her look desperate -.-

It has come to an end...

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Sunday, November 4, 2007 at 11/04/2007 02:44:00 PM


(pt 2 of hasegawa's confused heart)

After that night, She keep thinking about Ichika... And she asked other guys what does this means? Does he like other girls now? The most common answer was that maybe ichika juz wanted to make Hasegawa jealous... so Hasegawa called him again... This time his tone sounded normal...

Hasegawa: Hello?
Ichika: yeah?
Hasegawa: What are u doing now?
Ichika: Ironing my clothes why?
Hasegawa: No la... Nth much.. Tml u going 2 school?
Ichika: no i juz iron only..
Hasegawa: anyway i miss u.. i Really dun remeber that i didn't call u ... I thought only Mon ,Tues and Wed
Ichika: no actually u didn't call me But i dun really care
Hasegawa: oh... (tears welled up)
Ichika: anyway i need 2 iron my clothes can't talk... gtg now.. Bye
Hasegawa: OK bye...

Hasegawa hang up the phone... But she felt like her hearts been stabbed... Why doesn't he care? People suggest Hasegawa 2 apologise as it was her fault for neglecting him first maybe he was juz trying 2 like you noe? Payback for making him suffer? So Hasegawa call him again

Hasegawa: hello? u busy now?
Ichika: oh i with mummy going for dinner Hasegawa: i see.. I need 2 tell u something.. I'm sorry
Ichika: sorry for what?
Hasegawa: I know u might not Care but I'm still sorry for not calling u.. You noe i was a little hurt when you say you dun care... well, actually not a little I'm hurt! Do u really dun care any more
Ichika: alittle.. But why do u think i Message u? (hasegawa was disappointed)
Hasgawa: oh u dun care...
Ichika: If u dun care y do i even message u?
Hasegawa: oh haha ok (a smile formed)
Ichika: anyway gtg k?
Hasegawa: k bye...

Though Hasegawa know that he is not angry but she still think Ichika sounded not him anymore... After that Hasegawa text Ichika. It goes like this.. "Hey this is my last msg. my prepaid card is empty i can't msg u anymore but anyway i juz wanna let u noe... I LOVE YOU" But his reply disappoint her... "I love you too... HAha you love me i love u we make love 2 gather... jkjk... Bleah!" Obviously he is not taking it seriously...

she was disappointed she call him

Hasegawa: can we talk?
Ichika: no i'm busy watchin TV
Hasegawa: ok fine bye.

Hasegawa know things would neva be the same again although she veri much wanted it to... And she neva call him again because she dunno how 2 handle it anymore... Maybe He's not the one for her?


Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Friday, November 2, 2007 at 11/02/2007 07:12:00 PM

Hasegawa Ayumi's Confused Heart...
"Hello. It's been a long time since u contacted me... How are u?" This was what Ishika had send to Hasegawa...

Hasegawa replied back to Ishika Michiyo explaining that she was sick for the previous 2 days and on Wednesday she reach home veri late.... And her prepaid card is low, therefore she didn't text him... However he did not reply her... Hasegawa was curious... "Why didn't he reply my msg" she thought.

So, Hasegawa took the initiative 2 gif Ishika a Call... "Hello" he sounded cold...
Hasegawa: Are u studying?
Ishika: ya
Hasegawa: tml u exam ma?
Ishika : Obviously
Hasegawa:Oh... I've got something 2 tell u
Ishika: u miss me?
Hasegawa: no haha.. wantesd 2 explain y i did not call u...
I was sick for the previous 2 days and on Wednesday I reach home veri late.... And My prepaid card is low, therefore I didn't text him...
Ishika:I noe
Hasegawa:Then y didn't you reply my msg...
Ishika: Cos ur hp no money reply oso no use

Hasegawa was disappointed.... What is the sudden change in him?

Hasegawa: nvm u go study lo...
Hasegawa: U want me call u 2 say gd nite ma?
Ishika: u want u call lo...

So they hang le...

Hasegawa really dun understand y? Why is he so cold towards me out of the sudden?Thought Hasegawa... He was neva like that..

Ishika had woo Hasegawa for quite some time... And at first Hasegawa was not interested with him at all... But after some time, she realised that she had eventually fell for him... But he is having O level now... Although she very much want 2 be with him... BUt she dun want 2 distract him for his O level... So they continued 2 be frien...

But now it worries her... Hasegawa noe veri well that Ishika might be stress but she really had no idea why he is treating her so coldly? She keep thinking 2 wars the worst... "Had he fallen for other girl?" Hasegawa always wonder.

Hasegawa wanted 2 ask him y he was behaving that way.. BUt she had no idea how 2 start... no idea at all... She need some advice... haiz

Hasegawa is confused...

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Thursday, November 1, 2007 at 11/01/2007 06:02:00 PM

NO Love can last forever...

This is a story of Ryom Myung-Hee and her boyfrien... Ryom Myung-Hee and her boyfrien had been 2 gather for quite some time... In fact a veri long time 4 and a half years... Ryom Myung-Hee became sort of a "role model" for all the girls in her class Every one hope 2 be like her... They hope 2 hv a boyfrien that love them and care for them and most importantly! A relationship that lasted for so long... However, Ryom Myung-Hee's boyfriend suddenly requested for a break up giving an excuse..." My feelings for u had faded..." Ryom Myung-Hee was devastated.. She tried 2 be strong... However, every night all she could do was cry herself to sleep... She is lost.. She is unsure.... How could she survive without him?

Conclusion: There's never a love that last forever. Why do MANY guys still tell their girlfriend i'll love you forever? And why do girls always believe that they will love them forever? Maybe all humans like 2 listen 2 nice words ba... However, love can only grow on maintenance and effort from both parties 2 keep it going. There can never ba a 1 sided love... What does it takes 2 make ppl realise?

wake up ppl... It's time 2 wake up from ur fairy tale...

No LOVE last forever....

Life is a song and I'll play for you.