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It's really funny... How some people can pretend nothing has ever happen. You know i had frends which i thought we are veri close.. It's true that many times in the past when i had problems they would be there for me However, when many things do happen And it drifted u apart. We ain't true friends anymore... But why is it that they never seem to understand it Actually i dun even wanna hear her voice at all i really think that she is selfish the more i think abt her the more i feel the hatred abt her especially that line "my mum is ok with ah bee they all she only dislike jimson" when misunderstandings happen and i got accused by her mum she didn't help 2 clear the misunderstanding. many times she said we should find 1 day 2 meet my mum and clear everything up.. easier for her to say.. but how do we do it? anyway the misunderstanding had never been clear... many times after that incident happen she invited me over to her house. BUT had she spare a thought on how i would feel f i see her mum again. NO she didn't.. I made every excuse not to go out with her. NOT because i didn't wanna gif her a chance but knowing my character, the more i see her. the more i feel irritated with her... so no point... Anyway she always had a reason to defend for herself but i really think that she haven been thru much in life. if she had she would be more understanding to my feeling... So if u ever come and see my blog. The biggest favour u ever can do is dun call me out anymore... Because u never even bother to send a message asking how am i during last 4-6 months.. so why bother calling me out. pls dun give excuses like "i'm busy" No matter how busy u can still send a sms.. it won take more den a min to type how are u? am i right? besides every time hear ur voice i will remember that INCIDENT where i got misunderstood... It NEVER leave my mind i thought it would fade away. but apparently it didn't! It's killing me! i tried to hide it inside but whenever u call me... it comes up again maybe ur mum is insensitive about others feeling that's y you are also like that i guess? u can say no... but i heard enough abt u to know that u are insensitive to even ur close friends feeling Pls be grateful for what u hv... Jocelyn and shermain are a veri good friends they always find a way to accept u even if sometimes they are angry with u. but i cant do that.. maybe in the past yes... but after that incident i couldn't... I'm sorry.. but i rather we not be friends anymore... because N4 can no longer exist and for jocelyn and shermain 请你们不要再拉近存有裂痕的友情.. That's all i wanna say... thanks and i'm really glad that we were once such a close friends really.... it's a good things god bought all of u into my life b4 we really had many good memories i mean it! but it's really time to say good bye... A real friend is some 1 that walks into ur life when the whole world walk out of your life. Friendship is supposed to be a sweet responsibility but never an opportunity sometimes people never noe how special someone is until the leave But maybe it's impt to leave so that person knows how to cherish friends around her more... I once feel this way(pls watch the video) But now i realise nth last forever unless u maintain it well...
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
 May had been dreaming about similar things for the past 2 days. She had been dreaming about a argument with teachers. In the two dreams it's 2 different teacher. Both not veri close to her. 1 is her D.M. The other on is the HEAD OF P.E. Both is extremely fierce. Bt why did May dream of them? And why is it that both times in her dream she is quarreling with her teachers? Is something bad happening soon? Or is there some thing she is supposed to do? In the first dream. May is quarreling with her D.M about him being her teacher but not helping her to find which culprit in the class stole her wallet. May saw her classmate take her wallet and threw it out of the window. In the second dream May quarreles with her HOD of PE about him scolding her brother. May was trying to protect her brother. Because that teacher juz keep scolding her brother veri harshly. But may's brother is not good in basketball yet the teacher is forcing him. In both dreams May is feeling ANGER. But the second dreams there'smore feeling mixed inside.. Anxiety, Jealousy, Fear. May dunno... The more she think about it the more puzzle she gets.. If any1 knows how 2 interpret dreamz pls kindly enlighten her. Thanks.
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
 Wa i look lik more pretty ppl when i am without make up!!! lol sooo happy! think i need 2 slim down den i become prettier lol... Listen to it! It's a nice song... Almost here
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
MY HAMSTER IS ANNOUNCED DEAD TODAY! I DUNNO WHY WHEN HE WAS STILL ACTIVE YESTERDAY HAIZ HE'S GONE!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Maybe I am too selfish Maybe i shouldn't react that way. Maybe other ppl will feel happy But why aren't I? Maybe i should look it in a brighter way I should be happy it get chosen... so why should i dwell on it? Maybe my voice isn't gd enough.. Maybe my pitch isn't gd.. Maybe i sucks in singing.. Maybe i should not dwell at it.. maybe... I'm sorry for making u guys worried... Guess i shouldn't have dwell on it.. I promise that i would try my veri best to smile.. This would be my last post abt THAT incident... For those who dun know abt it... Dun ask me, cos i cant gif u an answer.
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
 Avier's thoughtIt's time for my thoughts again... lol... I'm actually sittin at the bench in blk 47....feeling so bored... Then i start thinking of some things... I realised that i recently began to dislike some one more and more... I know when i was in trouble with my old class mates she was quite supportive of me.. And i always rmb that... But stuffs she do really turns me off ... Times when she should be straight and tell the truth.. She goes around beating the bush... And times when she should twist her words abit she will tell u things u dun wanna hear. In short... she is insensitive... Seriously, i don't understand and don't know how ppl can stand her... some times i really want to tell her straight in the face... But i had no right. Cos i am oso some 1 that people detest.... I know there are ppl out there who loves me.. But then i still cant 4 get the fact that in some point of my life i am so unwanted. What i hope now is this girl learns how to be alittle more sensitive. If not i seriously thinks that 1 day she would be unwanted too... and i sincerely dun want her to learn it the hard way lik i do... If u wanna know who u are... I have been cold to u recently. trying hard 2 ignore u... Not because i want to avoid u. But i dun wanna continue seeing the bad side of u ending up detesting u :-/. I am writing down here is because i dunno how 2 tell it to u. Cos i see other ppl lik ok with u... BUt still got some ppl already told me some bad things abt u... so whether u wanna change ant it's up to u:) it's ur choices. I noe i am being mean... BUt the prob is i really cant accept it. I tried to think the gd side of her... But the bad side of her always overide the good... I jolly well know the feeling of being detest by ppl... But really, either u change or ppl will always detest u... Well i hope that i have changed... if i haven do enlighten me... I would rather u tell me str8 in the face and give me a chance to change then to make my life difficult for me :) guess I'll stop here...
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Avier Kwek Shan Yun
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