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Monday, December 3, 2007 at 12/03/2007 01:28:00 PM

Avier's thought


It's time for my thoughts again... lol... I'm actually sittin at the bench in blk 47....feeling so bored... Then i start thinking of some things...

I realised that i recently began to dislike some one more and more... I know when i was in trouble with my old class mates she was quite supportive of me.. And i always rmb that...


But stuffs she do really turns me off ...
Times when she should be straight and tell the truth.. She goes around beating the bush... And times when she should twist her words abit she will tell u things u dun wanna hear.
In short... she is insensitive...


Seriously, i don't understand and don't know how ppl can stand her... some times i really want to tell her straight in the face... But i had no right. Cos i am oso some 1 that people detest.... I know there are ppl out there who loves me.. But then i still cant 4 get the fact that in some point of my life i am so unwanted.

What i hope now is this girl learns how to be alittle more sensitive. If not i seriously thinks that 1 day she would be unwanted too... and i sincerely dun want her to learn it the hard way lik i do...

If u wanna know who u are... I have been cold to u recently. trying hard 2 ignore u... Not because i want to avoid u. But i dun wanna continue seeing the bad side of u ending up detesting u :-/. I am writing down here is because i dunno how 2 tell it to u. Cos i see other ppl lik ok with u... BUt still got some ppl already told me some bad things abt u... so whether u wanna change ant it's up to u:) it's ur choices.


I noe i am being mean... BUt the prob is i really cant accept it. I tried to think the gd side of her... But the bad side of her always overide the good... I jolly well know the feeling of being detest by ppl... But really, either u change or ppl will always detest u...


Well i hope that i have changed... if i haven do enlighten me...
I would rather u tell me str8 in the face and give me a chance to change then to make my life difficult for me :)

guess I'll stop here...



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