Tuesday, January 15, 2008 at 1/15/2008 11:15:00 PM
(p.s. play the song before u read on)
I am sorry gal sorry for things i said maybe i was too blunt and i apologise for that but i really meant well
u might not say it out but from your facial expression i can see i can see that u might not like what i say maybe that is why u are telling me lesser things now
I thought ... i thought u need advice but i guess what u really need is a listening ear
But girl whateva happens pls dun be unhappy with ur life u are blessed born in a family with mum and dad who love u so well U are blessed with many friends who loves u too U need time to search for true friends. But with ur character u can surely find 1 it's juz a matter of time really
Love? maybe that's y they say god is fair u have all the good things so now u need to fight for love but it'll all be worth it :)
gal i really wish u really smile from ur heart again ur smile is no longer that bright smile anymore it's something that u juz stick it on u might not realise it but i cant see the glow in u anymore i really missed the old u!
for friends who love u for family who loves u for your future love who loves u u need to be happy because We are all worried for u right now
Gal do u noe something? u are very very fortunate i really envy u u are not only pretty u have a character that shines u have family who loves u so much u know it rite? I know u do
but i had none of this i had to fight so hard but no matter how i fight what do i have? i only have annie and you and jia yi who understands me
But u are different :) u have many friends but u need to let things grow first u cant rush things and if everything fails u always have home to run to
but me? if let say i lost all my friends? i can only run to myself because i got nth else
whenever i think abt all these i cry myself to sleep i might seem happy with my life but then i dun even have the most impt thing in life they are not friends.
it's family but because i dun have it so friends become the most impt
but gal u have a great family and 1 day u will have great friends and love too u juz have to work hard for it not everything comes to u for free so pls dun be unhappy with ur life
u can think life's tough u can regret things you've done u can grumble how life suckz but u cant be unhappy with life because if u are unhappy with it den u will lose ur drive to work hard to make ur life happy
My life is tough and i grumble how life's not fair but seriously compared to others i noe mine life is not so bad at least i am born in singapore with food and water to live
imagine others who are born not only with no family but oso no food and water? how much do they have to suffer? whenever u are unhappy? try thinking of others so much worst?
i am not trying to be naggy here but gal i really hope u can smile like u used to be it pains my heart to see u depressed
i may nag at u or even scold u but girl i dun mean it i juz hope u be happy
if u ever need some 1 to talk to i dun have to be the first but as long as it can make u feel better u can call me u can ask me to shut up and be a good listening ear i would do it as long as u feel better
if u would be happier u can even talk to other ppl but girl i hope u really fight hard to try to be happy again u control things around u to be happy life not let things control u
cos u will neva be happy if u let things control u
whatever it is be happy girl we, friends and family will be there for u cos we love u for who u are
girl and once again i'm sorry to make u feel unhappy with my words
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
Avier Kwek Shan Yun
20 May 1990
Music is her life