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(pls play the song before proceeding!) u have to do so!!! pls pls pls Today many things ran past my mind.
So i started blogging once i finished bathing I wouldn't want to slip out anything But if i did... I'm sorry cos really too long le Hmmm... Let's start with some happpy things ba cos it will become emo as it goes... but emo in a good way :) I didn't go to school today... As expected rite? lol... Anyway I'm veri happy cos i received a news from jiayi i'll be singing 如果 this thurs i really hope that it's not a false hope but i finally get to perform in public! IT'S MY FIRST TIME!!!! I was at my mum's place when i heard this news and when i was on the bus i went through many many things in my mind I was thinking finally i get to perform in public for my own song before i leave Like this i wil have no regret leaving then suddenly i realise how much i cant bear to leave SCC But i got no choice.. And i am surprised on how attached i am with SCC I remembered the first time in SCC Mei Har was the first person i knew And we only had each other back then so we were quite isolated.. Then in one of the activities i started to know hui yi and jia yi haha and we attended guitar lesson together after starting guitar lesson I began to frquent the clubhouse Slowly i had feelings for SCC and i try not to miss any wednesday classes as much as possible so mostly i won pon any wed class at all :) Here I would like to thank SCC Because SCC is the only thing that makes my life in school feel like a real school Because of all the friendly ppl there During the camp I start to really notice Zi Qin, Wan Ting, Ivy, Tiffany, Zhi Wei, Peixin and 1 alumni ( i don't know the name) be cause I sprained my leg and they tried their veri best to put me inside the cab I really had to thank them on how much sweat they have to lose because they have to carry such a FAT girl. Zhi Wei is actually a veri nice guy but he is too hot tempered so i am actually quite afraid of him but still i have to thank him on the sprained leg incident. I had to thank Wan Ting and Ivy when i see how they rushed over to take a look at my leg. when i remember this i feel the warmth to actually see how they care abt u when actually u are not even close to them. Pei xin that silly girl so small size yet tries so hard to want to carry me but i really appreciate it! That Alumni of course muz thank not only carry me to taxi still gif me 5 dollars we make a pact that i will return u that money but i haven yet! liar! Now moving on to next big occasion CHALET!!! It was then i start to know more ppl Gary( that chao ah beng) Thanks for teasing me! lol i mean it! u are deep inside my impression really! Dickson that cute guy lol makes us laugh like siao always play psp... pls interact more dude! Ken the nice guy who treats every 1 so well i always feel like his little sister when around him i have to thank him for that.. he gave me feeling i never will had wahaha!!! Chien Wen and Xue Ting I remember how they tell me i am so beautiful not only outside but inside thanks it really make me feel good and really boast my confidence :) Xue Ting i dunno why but i always treated u more den juz friends like a sister u gif me an impression that u need protection whenever u share ur woes :) seeing u so niave quite cute but wait! i am not a les! dun worry! Fun a guy who told me he like my straightforwardness! the first person in my life who told me that ppl always hate me because of my straight forwardness... So it really helps at least some 1 dun think straight forwardness is a nuisance. Steve Soh ,the crazy guy who wouldn't let go of my hands when we went OCH!!! that was when i really know him and find out he isn't as hostile as i thought hence we now become crazy mates!!! Winston! Thanks for putting up the chalet and i ended up knowing so many nice ppl! but did i still owe u chalet money? pls remind me if i did.. haha Cynthia. A veri nice person to talk to also and she always telling me how good i already am and keep telling me not to bother what other ppl said abt me.. Zi Qin I remember how we two are the lonely souls that have to climb the bridge and then sit down wait for bus we will start to talk i think that's when we become closer? since then i treated u like a big sis.. Guo Long Thanks for teaching me some singing tips i appreciate it! Tiffany. Tell u a secret i abit dislike u when i was being change for the song 如果 but dun worry it's juz temporary that i cant accept the fact. However am reallly thankful u sing it so well and even ask me for most opinion to keep me involved Thanks really! :) if i sing ru guo maybe it wouldn't be this popular :) and 1 more thing! u are a veri good president! really! Johnny that fedex! (fatass) lol thanks for joking and playing with me when i was quite isolated thanks for getting me involve.. U make a great vice-president! both u and tiffany are veri good leaders! really! Hui Hui a veri nice darling of mine always talk to me in msn and i feel so wanted whenever i talk to them last but not least JIAYI!!!! do u know i long regarded u as my best friend? even if u dun believe in best friend! i do! Because of u i feel so loved by friends because of u ppl notices me and even though u dun think of me as a best frien i understand why.. not because i'm not good enough it's because of the hurt u once received but i would like to tell u! once a best friend forever a best friend! I am not sure whether i have mention ppl that have impact on my mind in SCC but i hope i hadn't missed any 1 out because of each and every one of u i actually had the feelings of 不舍 I'm sure u all are guessing why am i saying all these but i am leaving NP le I use a few weeks to decide whether i should leave and i think i should not because i cant stand the life in NP but because i am going out to try something else to reach my goal it will be tougher i might not make it but i rather try :) i hope u all respect my decision pls dun try to make me waver... And i always thought that if i can leave NP i will be veri happy but i am so wrong SCC is binding me! when i was in bus thinking abt each and every one of u tears start dropping down i cant imagine how hard it is.. sure there are many bad thing in poly and i hated it! but ppl like u all really pull me up! U all might think it's juz a casual comment or simple actions u all done but it really warm my heart! that's what ppl call FAMILY!!! and i remember all this simple gesture because when out there ppl are hating me making life difficult u guys are there with simple gesture to make me feel loved i really cant bear to leave u all so i am writing down all these to tell u all how much i appreciate u all how much i appreciate SCC!!! Now moving on... fRIENDS i should thank Adeline My CATS mate. didn;t noe i can click with some 1 so fast. thank and i enjoy the cats lesson we had together! Joanne, Jocelyn, Sue, Jasmine Thanks u all for supporting me during my darkest period! i would never 4 get u all! REALLY! Mingster, Daniel, JIng Xun, Calvin Sim and Goh, Jesslyn, Michelle Lek fallenangel( i 4get ur name! oops!) (p1A2) Steven, Faizal, KH, Samuel, Hafiz (p1A3) u might think u have done nth much but thanks for been my friend i have so much fun with u guys there... Brenda and Zi Yan my close girlfriends My tues and weds are filled with colours because of u two! u have no idea how much u all meant without u all i might not even last so long :) Zi yan thanks for ur pressie i'm sorry i didn't return a gift to u but i am still caught with surprise! glad to know such a sweet friend! Brenda glad to know u too! without ur craziness there wil be fewer laughter! Ronald! Thanks for going home with me u are considered 1 of my close friend maybe u might not treat me as 1 but thanks for always listening to me talking with me "sharing fantasy" I never thought that we would actually be this close wahaha maybe u might think that we go home together is juz 顺路 but with my looks and size some ppl won even wanna talk to me whatsmore going home with me? ur actions means alot really!!! I noe some of these ppl will not read my blog but i dun wanna fill with regrets not telling how i feel abt them so pls... spread to ask them come see them self cos i cant possibly tell them straight in the face but i wanna let them know how much i appreciate them! NP really teaches me a lot of things i used to be such a brat talk without using my brain but now ppl who know me much earlier can see the change in me i noe i am still imperfect sometimes i might repeat my mistake but i am still a human i need time to change thanks guys for being there And i would like to thank those ppl who make my life difficult.. i am not being sarcastic i mean it! without u all i might not change so much without u all i might take people's action for granted.. without u all i never knew that i would actually thank ppl that makes life difficult for me I've learned that thru all these hard lesson! I gained much more than ppl out there! so once again thanks! I really love SCC btw, pls dun ask me abt the leaving sch thing i really dun wanna explain anymore. I really considered properly le pls dun ask me change my mind.. wish me all the best ba :) if u are a true friend! :) btw pls dun think it's an suicidal letter it's juz ppl i wanna thank and i am writing it down! :)
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Avier Kwek Shan Yun
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Memoirs
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