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Couldn't help being sad
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 at 2/27/2008 11:09:00 PM

I Know very well that i shouldn't feel sad at all
It juz isn't worth it..
Because in the beginning i know
Nth would happen between us
It's impossible..
However i allowed my self to fall deeper

I know so well that he isn't ready to commit in love
I know so well that he already has some1 he care
So much so that he doesn't allow her
to know that he has other fling outside.
I thought i can stand what he did
but I realised i couldn't

I am suddenly becoming possesive..
I want him to at least like me
However iT's Impossible.
He treats me like a puppet like a toy
like anything but never a lover
I know all these so well
But yet i choose to sink deeper..

But i couldn't seem to get out of it..
Pls! gif me 1 tight slap
stop me from dreaming
It's never possible
BUT it juz hurts to know that i will
NEVA EVER stand a chance..

Am i being stupid?
Am i being silly?
I dun want all these to happen
but i couldn't control myself..
I noe i shouldn't post emo stuffs
Cos i promised my self to lead a happier life
BUt i can't help feeling sad.
Maybe i should juz break free
but i couldn't bear to do it
hence i'm hanging in the air..
looking for some solution..
But the solution neva came..

Life is a song and I'll play for you.