Happy new year!!! |
Thursday, February 7, 2008 at 2/07/2008 10:30:00 PM |
OK first of all!! Happy new year!!! 2 day's the first day of new year however it seems especially quiet this year. something is lacking but i am not sure what
ok i am in deep deep trouble.. I am soo confused... argh!!! i like a guy. but he's attached but he's leading me on.. because we have different perspective over love.
i totally disagree abt what he perceives. by saying love should not be bounded he can have more girlfriends. i think that is crap he juz doesn't wanna commit
but why do i still like him? maybe because his little action are al veri sensitive nth i felt before. or maybe it's been a long time since i fall in love? lol..
i hope i am juz crushing on him.. because i dun wanna fall in love with a bad guy!!! argh!!! but i am missing him already..
but i dun wanna appear too despo.. so i have to playit cool.. argh! it's hard!!!
anyway i am so tired.. i spent the whole night with him last night.. we went rounding!!! wohoo! but it was cold.. then we went to eat den went chit chat only get back home in the morning..
so i am getting back to sleep now too tired... *pray* i hope he calls me to night argh!!!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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