I miss Jia Yi |
Thursday, February 28, 2008 at 2/28/2008 01:07:00 PM |
Jia Yi.. Suddenly i miss you haha.. If u are reading this now.. My heart feel so heavy... Jia yi... ARGH!!!! Am i being retarded?
Anyway I am going 2 get my medical report later.. Abit scare i got some illness end up cant get the course i wanted..
He told me yest that he wanted to call me but he didn't And i asked him why He said that Because he was Quarreling with his gf And he was so hot that he 4 got abt me..
I am forgotten.. Why does it always end this way why am i always the forgotten 1 regardless of how much i do I admit i didn't do really much But at least i am always being reasonable BUT why is he treating me like a rag.. He only remembers me when he needs me Other wise i am forgotten..
I read a blog juz now a guy had died.. and after he died, the girl maintain a blog in memories of him.. It's touching but sometimes a little fake haha.. BUt if it is really true I think the girl should have let go cos he is neva coming back BUT i understand perfectly that sometimes it juz isn't easy to let go..
But seriously, when will my love come? and when will him reciporcate my love for him.. I seriously hope that that some 1 who comes into my life in the near future would love me for who i am and not how i look.. I had missed too many good guys in my life but i'm sorry maybe we are neva meant to be But i really really hope that.. some day i will be like that girl filling him in a blog dedicated to him our memories.. With him alive that is..
I think i shall stop here.. wouldn't want to pollute my blog with emo stuffs haha..
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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