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11.37 am
Friday, March 28, 2008 at 3/28/2008 11:38:00 AM

OK it's 11.37 am
is it too early to blog?
haha but no choice I'm afraid i will 4 get what i want to say
so yup..

Anyway i was browsing through a person blog juz now..
I find that her blog is quite interesting
juz that there's 1 post which have been ringing in my head
She was talking abt how angry she was
with her friends for not helping her
to set up with her flea markets
and things like that..
and she goes saying things like
"I can be veri nice but dun push me to be nasty"

But from my point of view,
She is worst then being nasty..
she try not to flare up (which is a good thing)
but she post her blog and tell ppl she's angry with them
and things like that..
I rather she flare up and tell her friend straight in the face what she feels
because good friends are supposed to be frank
with each other feelings
when u tell them straight in the face
they might not be veri happy..
but at least only they themselves noe what u are unhappy with them abt
and not come blogging things u dun lke abt them
and let the whole world noe...
to me it's simple..
If they are your friends, they have the right to hear from u
what you are unhappy abt..
sometimes disputes are the one that test your friendship
to see if they are strong enough..

anyway, after that i continued reading her blog
and i saw 1 of her post
she blamed her self for spending more time
with her poly friends
than her secondary BESTIES!!!

and i remembered my scenario..
I wondered how my used to be "besties"
think about me?
yesterday main called
and asked me whether i want to celebrate
fion's birthday
i told her no..
because i already stated clearly that
me and fion can only be hi-bye friends..

LOL main was so naive
saying why not u juz come blow cake
den go..
but i didn't reply
i noe she is trying to help...
But main..
fion is the 1 who should be making an effort
to come and talk to me if she wants to salvage the situation
not u..
And from my point of view she keeps dragging the situation
which ain't going to help AT ALL..
so yup..
i supposed our friendships ends then..


was disappointed with jocelyn though..
i supposed u are right..
after that quarrel with derrick she never call me le..
haha..
that's how strong our friendship is..
Dun even have chance to even talk to her
hmm..

i feel like i'm so shi pai oso..
It's like i'm starting to grow distant towards every 1
including myself..
i really dunno what to do...
ok i guess i have to end here
or else i'll be rabbling non stop..


Life is a song and I'll play for you.