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I Apologised if I said something to make u misunderstand.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 at 4/23/2008 08:11:00 PM

I know that u have read my blog
and u are affected by what i say
And LH, I apologised to you for that
but girl, what i'm saying is helping u
although there are some words there not
to your liking but u juz have to
accept the fact.
If u do read my blog again
I wanna tell u these.


Do u know that we are trying to help u
trying to be your friend?
But u keep shutting us away.
PLEASE!
stop indulging in self pity!
It's time to wake up and
move on with life.

You want others to be friend with u?
to love u?
The first thing is to love yourself.
Because even YOU yourself don't
Know how to love yourself
what rights do you have to
want other ppl to love you and be your friend.


You may be thinking
I don't understand how u feel
but TRUST me!
I DO!
I may not have life harder den you
or my life could be so much harder then u
either way i am not sure
But i Do not have a good life


I indulge in self pity once in awhile.
GOD is so unfair.
OTHER people are born in rich family
pretty, with love from family,
blessed with many friends because if their
good looks.
Even if their character sucks
they still have SOOO many friends


and me?
I am not in a complete family.
I worked to earn own money
I don't have a fantastic character.
ALL my characters are built through hard lesson
people don like me in the past
because i was such a bad person.
with bad temper
and i was fat and ugly
I treat every 1 like dirt
because in my early childhood time
no one taught me how to make friends
what is right?
what is wrong?


I am like you
i put ALL the blame on others.
Because of them
i become what i am
I don't want to change.


Because of this thinking.
People hated me more because they think
my character sucks.
But even after i changed
 i was still outcast merely because of two guys
BUT i have never given up you know?
I still tried to change.
i tried to see what is wrong with me
because it always take two items to clap.
I"ve changed not because of them you know?
i change because i wanna
lead a happier life.


I always grumble and complained
why god muz make me learn through hard lesson.
BUT after grumbling
i pulled myself up!
and continued my journey.
I wanna be happy!
i don care what other said.
they say i'm fat?
i agree :)
i smile and say:"ya i'm fat but i'm cute ."
people asked me to slim down
i say :"it's ok, other girls that are fat might not look pretty
when they are fat but at least i look pretty."
This is what i do to be confident
to be happy.



I hope u can try to think of a good thing about yourself.
Remember! i don't have a pampered life
but because of this!
i cherish all the happy times i have!
because of this i dare to say
i am more matured than most of the
people of my age!
because i've grown stronger.
I may look happy
but that's because i chose to be happy
like the rest!


I noe u might think that i am sprouting nonsense.
BUT i don't care what u think.
i juz wanna help u!
so wake up
and move on!
If u wanna help yourself.
then first thing is
don't put all the blame on others nor yourself.
no use blaming anything.
WORK for it!

We will try to help u in anyways
BUT first change your attitude and open yourself.


Life is a song and I'll play for you.