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 Sometimes it's scary
sometime it hurts. To know that people aren't letting Their true colour shows. Sometimes it's awful Sometimes I don't know how. my heart tears like those dead flowers. People are hiding people aren't speaking Even if they do. That's when they kill. Pasts will always be pasts. Time always pass. If hatred can be resolved killing will be solved. Out there people are dying people are regretting But here we are hating instead of loving. I hope my message passes on and u guys are willing to listen on. Shouldn't we be loving one another instead of fighting on? Perhaps it's time to stop. STOP those nasty fight from going on and on
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
 You are my sunshine you are my light. I'm missing you every night... Haha..
I went out with him yesterday. Ok we shall know him as hai ming k? cos i think it sounds nicer. OK! I'm a bad girl! I skipped my Malay lesson due to peer pressure. Thanks to don and CY -.- LOL went to eat Suki buffet and yup! It was FANTASTIC!!! AND i was SOOO full that i couldn't eat with him. Then my fault lor -.- He say he wait for me. BUT i wanted to eat lunch ma.. IT'S the BUFFET fault! ANY way we went to watch the MOH (maid of honor) lol! It was DAMN funny! I'll rate it at 7/10. It's quite sweet though.. BUT i pity the groom.. haha! We went to take neo print. and OMG SO long never take neoprint it was bad! He complained he looked ugly at every single picture except for 1. So yeah. he took the two big pic! and i took the rest! LOL.. Who asked me more photogenic? CY asked me to take many pics of me and him. but cant la.. COS i was DAMN ugly that day. So we ended up taking none. He send me home and TATA! that was the end of the day! WAHAHA!!!! FINALLY i got to meet him! wahaha
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
OK! First thing first!
I finally finished my agnes assignment!!!! YAY!!! Now printing in process. Have to really thank lay har from helping me at the same time thank her sis to copy paste to word pad. THANKS!!!! OK! went SCC yesterday for monthly performance and yeah!!! VERY HAPPY!!! received LOTS of constructive feedback! many said I've improved! however, I need to work on my fluency of the song when i sing Many times, i break at many parts of the song and it makes me sound very BUMPY!!! SO i need to JY!!!! haha :) To Dearest, Since now you'll be reading my post, i shall write for u something. HAHA ok sorry for everything yeah? for being overly sensitive and overly suspicious -.- BUT i couldn't help it. It always seems like i am more concerned for u and u like hack care me sometimes. -.- haha.. maybe i am holding on to u too tightly. later u fly away because the string snapped. so yeah i know what to do. I think it's time to release the string a little cause i wouldn't like it if i were u. see i so sweet right? i got think of ur feelings leh.. WAHAHA!!! ok we are meeting tml. so yeah i couldn't WAIT!!!! FINALLY! for donkey ages i can meet u le! YAY!!! see ya tml. Hmm... abt sian liao cos i got nth 2 say anymore.. LOL BUT i got some clubbing pictures!! so yeah i upload it now! haha enjoy!~~ he say he look like chee goh pek at this pic SP_A1178.jpg) trying to act cute. BUT i am CUTE! LOL SP_A1180.jpg) I looked sexy here~ weets~~ but sry ar. my bra eye sore-.- SP_A1176.jpg) MY hand SOOO fat!!! SP_A1181.jpg) MY FAVE PICTURE!!! full of emotions! LOL SP_A1182.jpg)
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
OK since i finished part of ms anges assignment
I shall start blogging! Let me update u on what happened on sat and sun alright? 24th may Went clubbing with Jia yi Meihar Steve and Ken Ken really clubber lor! Know every single thing. LOL So yeah! Very touched! Because Jia Yi told them that if any1 PS! He won 4 give them!!! OMG he did that for me! MUACK!! and i PS him before make me so so guilty :( OK but it wasn't much fun the music so sian. ONLY meihar so high!!! lol AND we are her pillar. she knocked me here and there! and end up i grind other guys! OMG!!!! And she SLAPPED my breast! damn pain la! still angry with me sia -.- BUT mei har i 4give u because of ur effects of alcohol! LOL tell u guys joke of the month. Jia yi was telling me about a girl she look like me from her dressing mei har: what are u guys talking about Jiayi: nth important Meihar: share la! Jia Yi : don't want! later u chey! Meihar: i swear i won! Jiayi: i was telling avier that that girl over there *point* got her 味道 (that girl gives me a feeling of avier) Meihar:That girl so far away u can smell meh? We burst out laughing! LOL Even as i wrote about it I'm still laughing! she literally thought jiayi is talking abt smell! OMG!!! and after that we went home. 25th May OK so I slept till 3 plus in the afternoon. And went to meet Ben at 6 plus 7 Supposed to meet at 6 but yeah some 1 was late -.- We went to Ehub and it was like! SUCKY! so big yet so bored! nth to shop! ended up we went white sand to eat! MY FAVE!!! Kfc!!! we shopped awhile and went back home since there's practically nth!!! We went under my block to chat. Suddenly he say Do you know i Like you? i went all quiet and reply oh. Ben: *hold my hand* so can be my gf? Me: *take hand away and cover face* Ben: Why? Me: I don't know what to say! SHY!!! Ben: look at me! Me: NO! Ben: ok u make me shy now *remove hand* Because we were sitting at the void deck stool it was uncomfortable and my block have those bench that u can lie on Ben: How abt we go to bench and sit so can lean back? Me: fine with me *he starts holding my hand and says Now u are my gf* so yup and i am with him However i have some doubts :( cos we only knew each other for 2 weeks plus. And i think maybe.. maybe.. we might not last u see. BUT oh well fuck it la! let's just be optismistic. the most he ain't my guy.. LOL look for new 1 then! BLEAH!!! k la i shall stop here! tata!!!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
Seriously have u all ever wondered
What will u guys do when You are only left with 24 hours to live? Haha It's time to think about it. Because no one knows when U might just suddenly drop dead. BUT if i Knew that i have another 24 hour before I leave this world This is what i will do: 8am-9am: I will Brush my teeth and eat my breakfast with my Paternal grandma. U know It's being a very long time since i practically sit down at the kitchen eating breakfast with my grandma. There is SOOO many things I would like to tell her. I LOVE HER Even though she is very naggy at times -.- And very unreasonable at times-.- I still love her alot. I remembered There's 1 period of time i kept dreaming that she passed away! and guess what she say? I know u can't wait for me to die I am like WTF! IT hurts! I cried waking up from my sleep because i thought she's dead. UNTIL after crying awhile i realised IT's a dream and She ACTUALLY said that! OUCH! BUT i don't blame her. cos she's already so old tends to think more. I wanna thank her for taking care of me since young U know i am able to grow up without bruises because she's always the 1 falling JUST to prevent me from falling :p 8-8.30 am: I will tell my Paternal grandpa sorry and called my aunt (father's sister). Because I always disliked him and thinks that he is the worst grandpa. but recently i just sort out that he can be quite nice at times. Aunt: Teach me many things. And talk to me when i was young like my second mother. But as i grow up we drifted But we still talk occasionally. and i thanked her for that. 8.30-1.30 am: Go find my mummy and aunt and do shopping together for the LAST time They always shop at this type of timing -.- bounded by children haha! And really had to thank my aunt ALOT because she really dote on me when my mum had left me AND i wanna tell my mum alittle secret. I was very happy when she left me! haha Because finally no 1 caned me! BUT when time goes by I hate it! Because of the emotional stress i had to faced No right or wrong education However i accept her decision because she is happier :) And besides she at least still care for us :) 1.30- 3.30 pm: I will go back to SCC and practise my songs Together with Jia Yi they all! haha They are the ones who made my poly life GREAT!!! AND i want them to make a CD of me singing :) Singing 如果 It's the best song i written so far. And tell Jiayi that sometimes I ps u some times i am insensitive BUT know for sure i never did it on purpose :) cos u're the last person i would want to hurt :) ok sounds mushy -.- 3.30-4.30 pm : I wanna go find my mother's side grandpa. I AM GUILTY! It's being a long time since I visit him! Chinese New year till now :( I remember how nice he used to treat me. Buy me things i like and stuff I wanna buy him portable radio. Because his current ones are malfunctioning soon. ACTUALLY I always say that BUT i haven bought him 1 yet. Cos I have bad money management. 4.30- 6.30 pm: I wanna eat dinner with ANNIE and SHERMAIN Because they are my primary school and secondary school Best friends. And i wanna share my last day with them Annie: best soul mate.. Only u know what i want. and sorry sometimes i am quite a bitch. Insensitive to your when you are sick and all. BUT i am guilty just that u know i am stubborn like hell i will never confess i am in the wrong Main: Sometimes i hate u cos u always ps me! Literally ALWAYS! BUT I like u because u are there and a very good listener. LOL and even though sometimes u don understand what i say u say u do to appease me and really appreciate that! BUT i discover that le! lol 6.30-7.00 pm : I wanna call Jocelyn and Fion Though now we are more like strangers then friends BUT i like to thank them for being my friend and tolerate ALL my nonsense when i was in secondary school BUT now they have their FRIENDS and BFS we drifted apart I am quite disappointed with u because u never change always full of excuse. u know who u are. I used to be an ASS HOLE friend What i want i MUST get!!! And because of that! I learned MANY hard lesson in Life. BUT all four of them are always there with me! 7.00-8.00 pm : I wanna watch tv. I know it sounds Stupid -.- BUT i won have a chance to watch TV anymore. so i HAVE to get that chance right ? LOL 8.00- 9.00 pm: I wanna Use computer. same reasons as above :p 9.00 - 10.00 pm : I wanna talk to my dad! I have SOOO many things to tell him! I wanna say I hate him!!! I hate him for mistaking that caring for his child means giving me a shelter and food hating him for not even bothering to talk to me at all hating him for not even bothering to ask me how's school? hating him for not even bothering to ask how's life hating him for putting himself before me BUT despite all these I Thank him for giving me a life although this world is not perfect my life is not perfect but i met many wonderful people and maybe because of all these I am different from Others. And LASTLY i always wanted to tell him it is OKAY for him to have a gf he doesn't need to be so secretive BUT i never got the courage to tell him.. 10.00 to the moment i Die : If i have a bf i will spend it with him If not i will spend it alone BUT the things i will do is still the same I will read my diary. laugh through my memories and cry through my memories with him by my side would be the best! haha BUT it's OK even if it's on my own. I want to look back on all those beautiful and ugly memories thinking how much I've changed and sleep and die peacefully. If he is there with me i wanna share my past with him Tell him I love him. And let him know how silly i was in my past :) And i need him to do 1 thing for me ask him to tell every one that I don't want them to cry on the day i die. Cause i cant face the fact and i will be very sad if they cry. I want them to smile :) choose to live life happily! cos i despise ppl who indulge in self pity FOREVER! it's ok to grumble about life once in awhile i DO that too. BUT after grumbling! stand up and move on! and u will see life in a new light. OK i said all that is not because i predict I'm dying soon But all these are the things i wanted to say! like for so long BUT i NEVER GOT THE CHANCE OR COURAGE TO SAY AND I'm afraid that one day i just passed away and i never had the chance to say cos life is unpredictable. i put this post up is so that if i really die (CHOY!) pls help me tell my family. Cos i know they will never get to see this as for friends.. :) all these are what i want to say to u :)
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
Today It's not a very good day after all.
Ok so for Petrina's Presentation we separated. And I'm pissed. But I'm not pissed that U changed Your mind :) Don't worry. I understand perfectly that when u do more of those things U might feel uneasy hence u don't want to talk about it. Even though i sound harsh i apologize. The main reason of me being pissed is I realised that some 1 in our team is not being truthful at all. And I really fear that this will lead to another backstabber case. If u are unhappy U say.. Don't show me a black face and treat as nth happen. I rather we talk things out then only know u are angry with me and stuff through your blog. The worst thing is U always make me the one that look bad. First, U were unhappy with the group member as well for not doing any work. BUT u did not even voice it out. U only dare to say u hate her infront of me even when the authorities asked about it. U say nth. then after that there u go complaining again.. And the way u deal thing. It scares me. Because i dunno when i will be the one that gets BANG and say bye bye. And u guys were the one wanting the topic and u're oso the ones that wanna cancel the topic. I just don't want research to go to waste. if u are unhappy TELL me don't stand there and give me a black face. I know sometimes i am very harsh for my words BUT i am never good with words BUT i can at least say I can answer to what ever i say how about u? saying this but your actions prove otherwise. ALL i want is the best for my group. Because this results stays for us for YEARS if u don't want to enter poly. Tell me. Cos i want, I won tolerate the work to be done hastely. so I'm sorry if u feel I've been controling. Maybe i should watch my words. BUT again all I want is the best for our works. And once again. If u still think that we are friend the LEAST u can do is be truthful in ur feelings cos we are your friends not your foes went to scc just now. practice our song for mp. and i think i did pretty well. didn't go off beat too much and manage to reach the keys. now i need to work on the quality of my voice. Haiz went to eat dinner with gary they all. and i waste money on cab BUT no choice. I missed my last bus. GOT to take before midnight charge. :( sad.. That money wasted.. anyway had a tiring day today! tml need to attend grease. so I'm sleeping soon! TATA all!!!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
 Went back to NP for SCC yesterday!!! AND i got a surprise!!! SEE the strawberry short cake above? It's for ME!!! AND omg!!! it was so so delicious!!! The whole SCC sing for me!! wahaha so touched!!! T.T BUT I'm not the only 1. Hui yi birthday falls on Yesterday. And hers was black forest!!! so nice la!! BUT sadly my cake fall down!!! and it became squashed cake. we ate the part that doesn't land on the floor. and I'm sad. Jia yi, May be u can consider buying me the same cake since it's so delicious!! wahaha!!! And really really have to thank the main com and those who helped them cos yeah! u guys made my day!!! but many mistaken my birthday was yesterday!! but oh well! it's ok!!! i shall forgive u guys!! nth much to post le. go play games! tata!! below are some of my zhi lian pics! wahaha! ATTRACTIVE AVIER!!! say cheese!!!! SP_A1140.jpg) I need a BIG WET kiss :x I look sweet here! I KNOW!!! :p
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
OK!!! I'm Disappointed!!
I cant upload the shockwave animations Chien Wen made for me!! SOOO sad!!! It was so so cute!! And i Thought it was sweet of her:) And!! BIMBO is so cute too She called me and say. someone's birthday reaching in 20 mins time. I was like uhuh? *blur* Can i wished u a happy birthday? Tml i have test got to sleep early! I Laughed!!!! She's silly, BUT i appreciate it! REALLY!!! Many ppl wished me happy birthday. And whole class sang birthday song for me twice. Dorcas asked. What's my birthday wish? BECOME SLIMMER!!! was my reply.. haha but quite hard, since i am always tempted by food. AND!!! I got my body shop perfume!!! AHHH so happy!!! Then met Annie and she got ma a bag. BUT buckle is not there cos we didn't check. so yeah waste of money will check tml. And met up with main. We cleared some misunderstanding And Ok. I 4give her. BUT main. Don't make me disappointed again!!! AND ONCE AGAIN! THANKS FOLKS!!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
I was practicing my reading skill as usual
This book is from my ITE and I cried. It is not those very touching type. BUT as i read along, I can sense the loneliness of the folk. I would like to share it with you guys. This is about a guy called Shan An sharing his experiences. One day he went to an old folks home to do some volunteering work And after moving and finished the tasks assigned to them they were satisfied. Because they saw how happy it made the old folks felt. While the others was chatting with the old folks. Anna and Shan An went to explore the home. They saw this room where about 10 residents were lying down. The atmosphere was dreary. One of the nurse told them that, the room was reserved for patients who were unable to move. They spent most of their time watching days go by. Most of them had stayed there for close to 10 years. Anna persuaded Shan an to go into the room with him. He was hesitant at first. But end up they still went inside. They talked to the resident and shook some of their hands. Even though some could not talk and looked as if they did not understand. But Shao an felt great because he knew that The old folks must have felt somethings inside Just like the way he did. When they reached the last resident, Danny (fake name) His eyes were out of focus and he drool all over his shirt. Anna proceeded to talk to him and shook his hand. Shao an hesitated at first BUT still went along with it. When they were about to leave. They noticed Danny had his both his arms up, as if he wanted a hug Shao An felt deep within himself the urge to respond. So he gave him a hug. It was a simple hug. When they turned to leave. They heard a sob. The nurse that had brought them in had tears flowing down her cheek. The nurse pointed to the old man and shared that it was the first time in 15 years that she had seen Danny smiled. Since his family stop visiting him. I cried.. Because for 15 years no 1 had given him a hug. A simple hug was all it took to make him happy. After 15 LONG years. It is not a touching story. But i understand how it felt. To be that lonely. I am luckier then him Because before he died. People he loved stopped visiting him. Sometimes you might think that your little act of appreciation does not really mean anything to others. It may be true in some cases there are other times when it might mean something to them. To the world u maybe 1 person BUT to 1 person u maybe the world. If u can. Please do a little thing to help them happy. even a small little things like smiling u can make some one's day :)
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
I spent the entire day whining at home!
On how sick i was and stuff!!! and yeah! It sucks to the max! no fun no care no love and all The only love i received from was from belinda.. as in pure concern. The rest? well. Just woo haaing me.. if u don't get what it means. It's ok. I am just too bored and starts rumbling here. Come to realise something. for the past 18 years, Every years there seems to be some major turning point that led me to be more stronger. But this year there isn't. Of course i shouldn't pray for it to happen. BUT without them? I couldn't sense the care and concern from people i really really care. Why is it that only when I'm in my most down period? People care for u the most? Or is it because when i'm at my most vulnerable? Then i start to cherish people around me? I really don't know. But life just feels so empty some how. without love. Maybe because when i was happily enjoying myself. I never did care about them as well. But i really feel empty. this happiness i had. It's all not genuine. May be we really have to experience sadness. Before u really feel HAPPY once and for all. Maybe it's time to show more care towards everything around me. I shouldn't take things for granted i guess. And i guess i did for the past 5 mths.
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
OMG!!!
It sucks to be sick! Especially in the middle of the night! I was sleeping and suddenly i felt very very warm I woke up to adjust my fan. My stomach feel sooo BLOATED. BUT i took no notice of it. However, I could sleep no more. My stomach was killing me. Suddenly, I have THE urge to PUKE!!! and once i started, it NEVER stop!!!! every 5 minutes- 10 minutes I puke! It was such an awful feeling. Because u can basically feel your WHOLE stomach flip while u puke! I made such a commotion that my Grandpa woke up. And he asked my Grandma to wake up too. His care and concern touched me! cos i Don't really like him. But I've changed my view towards him! at least he is better den my dad. Who only wants to sleep. I really don't understand him! Does he really think that having children is just feeding them and giving them a home to them? Other people are poor as well But why is it their parents show much more concern to them and my dad just put his own interest before us Even my MUM shows more concern. I am no longer living with her. She can jolly well don't care about us! Because she already has her own family. BUT she still cared about us! I am very disappointed with my dad. But what am i to say? Anyway. I went to see a doctor and omg!!! the whole thing caused $96 dollar. At first i was afraid i would puke after taking the medicine because whatever i take it ALL came out! IT WAS SO BAD that i basically puke plain water out! And my worry was true! i did puke out the medicine! BUT thank god, only once and after that i start to feel better!!! i even had diarrhea ! OK it is going to sound gross! even as i puke, the shit just came out! because it is so so watery! that my muscle couldn't control it! It feels like u are urinating. Just that it's from your ass. And because of that! i feel so tired! That i just want to sleep! BUT now i couldn't sleep i dOn't know why either. so ya So i thought i should just share with u! on how sucky i feel!!! It really sucks to the max to feel so shitty!!! argh!!!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
I was reading blogs when i came across this blog.
http://www.zhengdhong.blogspot.com/ go take a look. He had many nice post and some u really can agree to It will start u thinking. There is this post which caught my attention. Never Start a Relationship So Soon As That Will Kill It FasterSo from this title u know what it is roughly to be like.and i DO agree with what he says. However, he said that before starting a r/s they should know each other first and be friends the longer the better till they become best of friends. then they will last longer. but to me this is a fairy tale. Of course there are some who last but it's minority. People always rushed into r/s. But i personally feel that Sometimes they tried it because they feel that why not give it a try. maybe we might last. I used to carry this mentality. But i sorted it out. Because Whenever u just try. U don't even know him well! His habit? His likes and dislikes? when quarrel arises. You cant solve it So i agree we should really take things slow. NOt just rushed into it after a few weeks. BUT i do not agree that after u guys become best friend. Then u start the r/s. Because what if u guys broke up? It's really sad to lose a best friend. Because u guys are best friend. There is Some one who understands u, Know how to make u happy and many more. BUT because of the strain r/s u guys are no more friends. It is such a waste isn't it? Again u may say they can still be friends. But i always believe once there is this strain in any form of r/s. u friendship wouldn't be like the past. It will NEVER get better. Also, When u know some1 too well before starting a r/s then. THere is no element of surprise in it. your r/s will be like a smooth journey. NO bumps here and there. Then what's the use or r/s? In a r/s there are many obstacles. For us to overcome. when we cant overcome it. we break up! and we say bye bye to our loved ones. BUT if we can over come it! our r/s had rise up to another level. That's the best part of being in a r/s. BUT if u 2 were to be close friends. U already know all these. because u know each other so so well to avoid conflict. To do what pleases your other half. Then where is the element of surprises? SO i think the best thing is, Get to know the person first. Understand what type of person he/she is. Just briefly understand there's no need to be friends, and know that person for half a year before starting a r/s. To me just try to understand what type of person he / she is. For like 2-4 months? NOT just start chasing or accepting the person because of how he/she look. Or how much u want to be in a r/s. Because u will never get a lasting r/s. Of course i am just sharing my view :) so no offense :)
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
ARGH!!!
I went over stop again-.- this time round it isn't because i fall asleep. It's because i was SOOOO engrossed in my newspaper that missed my stop. Instead of alighting at bishan I dropped off at Ang Mo Kio. which is quite retard! Then after taking the mrt back to bishan i saw chinn yee and Ivy and LUCKILY we were not late! haha Ok so lesson starts and ends. And yup! we change group for our proj and i am afraid it wouldn't work cos this time we'll be working with people we are not familiar with. BUT luckily belinda still same group with me ("v") wahaha!!! after school we went for a talk This lady she has 13 years of experience from an assistance teacher to a centre manger or 2 centres And she told us about her journey And i realise it will be tough especially us. people from ite cos most of us either don't have 5 credit for O levels or B4 for english. But i really really wanna take a degree! and be a child psychiatric! Today Belinda told me something lame Belinda: I am happy!!! Me: why? Belinda: Cos i saw him today :) Me: haha just being silly Belinda: I know u sure think I very stupid de Me: No lor I understand Me: cos when i see yao ann! i feel so happy!!! (shriek!!! Jump around!!) Belinda: -.- Belinda: u are not being silly u are being stupid Me: -.- Belinda: haha actually i say u stupid i oso! PRECISELY!!! haha but was glad Belinda manged to chill out with us for awhile! hehe ok la i shall stop here! muackz!!!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
I don't understand it!
she's doesn't deserve all these! She loved u truly But u ended up giving her nothing! Because of you she's not allowed to go out with friends. Because of you she can only see us enjoy... you have every right to suspect her BUT she has no right to even question you! Now u leave her in a lurch.. Giving her a cold shoulder. have you ever wondered? How much she actually suffered? But not once did she ever complain. instead she took great pains! covering up for u despite what we said! To think u can still enjoy! while she cried till her eyes are sore seeing u with that girl Her hearts are pierced with thorns. Love is about giving and taking But i could only see u taking Why can't u just trust her for once? even if it's fake! she really doesn't deserve all that! all the nonsense that she gets! because she loves u no matter what it takes.
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
WISH LIST!!!
Since it's my birthday soon! AND i have been pestering many people to buy me presents! haha i am just joking la! BUT if u guys really want to buy me present and don't know what to buy. let me make some wishlist here. and u decide what to buy for me? 1. contact lens solution 2. Pencil Eyeliner 3. Body shop perfume (white musk) 4. Colour contact ( prefer blue/ brown deg 100 for both eyes) 5. a backpack ( i am in need of it) 6. a glue for my fake eyelash So far these are the things i need and all of the items cost less then $20 except item number 5 wahaha!!! but money is not an issue i prefer people getting me something i can use instead of buying me some expensive soft toys end up i don't use! LOL ok i know i very thick skin to post this here. but just in case u all wondering what to buy now u guys know :) hehe *loves*
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
OK!
Today is not really a good day But oh well fuck it! LOL But i really have to comment. Every where u go u see hypocrite. And she is damn good at denying her words making me sound like i am saboing her well if that's the case it's ok. I have to admit i am pissed at first. but i think through it. TIME will prove everything. BUT it's a sad case for u We are just a group of ppl going out to sing having the passion of singing Do u think all these is necessary? I definitely don't think so But if u think u will be happier this way. good luck lady. because while u are lecturing me do look at yourself :) Anyway! I had a bad start in school today! AHHH~ i overslept in the bus and end up i have to alight at JUNCTION 8 I know it's no big deal! BUT the travelling distance from J8 is a little further! BUT the important part is i am on a verge of shitting! so i rushed to the school Trying to find a toilet! and sadly enough i tried 3 toilets but NONE have toilet paper! i was like OMG! and i am pissed! cos I WANT TO SHIT! In the end.. I had to bear for 2 hours before going to shit! and Whoa! IT WAS SHIOK!!! and I finally get the pleasure of shitting. warning : do not take shitting for granted! enjoy every moment! because u might never know when u wanna shit but u couldn't! the feeling sucks!!! LOL Today at Petrina's class I had a bit of argument with DON DON because of the topic we need to choose for the presentation. They wanted to do virtual r/s BUT i am not a gamer cos i know nth of it. Then i won have anything to present. Then i said to him, he says u normally present liao we present la! i was like each and every 1 of us is expected to present at least 5 slides if not i will get 0 and he doesn't get it -.- BUT the matter is solve! we decided to do on cults!!! and now we are OBSESSED with satanic! lol whatever we do we relate to them! damn crazy la! BUT it was fun!!! Basically that's about all for today's event! so yup! not a fantastic day! but at least it's full of activities! LOL
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
Actually i Got Nothing to say
But somebody lead me with something to say and I am a little pissed now. why? This person call wei qi came up in msn and say: Next time don't ask if me and *Alan are together. We both don't feel too good about it! Then i was like I didn't know u got bf if i know i wouldn't be that stupid to ask. Then she said: good. Den i say: Anyway if u all don't want people to talk about u den don't stick so close to avoid misunderstanding la. Den she say We are close but just friends. TO me: You all have to pay responsible for your own actions. You guys stick so close sure people will misunderstand. Den when people asked u say u don't feel too good. i mean misunderstanding ought to happen. If u have a clear conscience DEN what for don't feel good? Besides i am JUST asking. I did not go around telling people U GUYS ARE TOGETHER so do stay cool and relax. Because i don't like to be ordered around. I mean if u were to ask me nicely say can u don't drag me and *Alan together i don't mind. But u type like i know u damn well and i HAVE to oblige what u say. Besides Yesterday in msn U don't seem unhappy about me talking about u and Alan U asked so many questions. Den today say you don't feel good. I'm sorry wei qi but your actions doesn't fit your word lady. once again. You don't want people to misunderstand. Den don't stick so close If u wanna stick close then be COOL about it. *name had been changed and for the other 1 i will not change because yeah i AM talking about u. Too bad
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
argh!!! have diarherra 2 day!
so never go school! It's 10:16 now. With nth to do! So i blog lor.. I need to see a doc later. yeah confirm there would be a long queue anyway! now now.. what should I talk about? Ok yesterday i went KTV with a bunch of KTV lover haha enjoyed it! and they video me! if the comm members upload le i will put here! wahaha! let u guys hear my beautiful voice! haiz wanna talk oso nth to talk! shall stop here! tata! ps: Birthday is coming don't forget!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
Ok went for audition for grease to get a role. I guess i screwed it ALL up! sad!!! And i guess i only get a small small role :( Now I'm in annie house! I missed her SOOO SOOO much!!! And so happy to see her again! I guess i would have alot to tell her. So i decided to stay over at her hse. I was eating desert with her when suddenly i saw LEON he's a hairdresser and OMG! he changed so much! look like 1 ahbeng! and he looks a little like JIMSON (my ex) HAHA! he said i grow prettier! lol! *flys up to the sky* OK tml i'm going to party world! I cant wait! i'm so excited now! singing is everything! and i need some singing theraphy! SINCE i am not getting any acting role! haiz! IF ONLY I WAS GIVEN 1 MORE CHANCE! Oh well. try harder next time ba!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
OK! just back from tutoring kenneth!
PHEW! finally! I have been tutoring him 3 days non stop and now it's time to rest! haha! so happy! And he did something nice. After teaching him, He passed me a drawing. of me and him and he drew a speech bubble. It says: Thank you for coming after school everyday to teach me for my exams I was touched T.T OK back to what happened today. Went to macperson ITE for a principal talk. I SLEPT through the WHOLE talk! cos it was sooo boo-or-ing. But when it was some inspirational talk I was lived up once again. And one particular sentence caught my attention What is the opposite of love? INDIFFERENCE It's not hate u know? It's indifference. When u don't even care anymore. which sadly for my family it works that way. the speaker was saying that he quarrelled with his son very often But one day, his son told him somethin nice. daddy, not bad, the speaker asked why? We always quarrel The son replied well at least we quarrel. that means we interact some people don't even quarrel. I agreed totally with him the amount of time i talk to my dad can be counted. i only talk to him when i need money. i go: Pa i need money. tata! that's all! pathetic right? But what can i do? haiz that's all I'll stop here sleepin soon! Night night
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
  OK! I have extended my hair!!! Nice right! I think so too! wahaha!! I feel so bad and guilty today! Cos i basically slept through the whole 2 hour lesson of Ms Agnes! HAHA!!! (RANDOM TALK: I HAVE DEJAVU NOW!!! AHH!!!) BUT i did apologize to her.. Ok back to topic. I am going to say my piece here about evon and I'm not going to talk about her anymore. Cos I've decided to forgive her. BUT i will not forget what she done. I'll just have to keep a distance from her Cause i agree with ms agnes in life there are all types of ppl BUT i haven got used to it! and i guess evonne is a task send to me to overcome! no point getting angry over these type of people. But i really despise her. Cos till now she don even admit that she said I'm ugly. And when she finally admit she say jus joking manner. what a lame ass. I mean don tell me Ivy yuzhen and layhar wanna sabo her. 3 mouth leh? Then say police not she call. gangster not she find. then say that she feel offended when i scold vulgarities spam her blog -.- if she feel offended still ask people spam my blog? haha but oh well! gain some fame though. Anyway i don't believe police is not she call de But that's my perception la... Some 1 so cunning like her. always change her words i rather believe none she said.. Ok enough about her. Recently so many projects coming up. and i am pissed with one of my project mate. cause whenever we ask my project mate to find things my project mate ALWAYS got excuse. oh well that's life. we met with all types of ppl. Juz accept it ba. BUT if cross over limit. I might juz explode.. haha enough of saying. time to rest! tata!!!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
Firstly i would wanna
apologise to my grp J2ABCD! I was supposed to be back for a meeting online But i forgotten! Really sorry!!! Ok ! today so so la! went out today with nan we went bugis eat steamboat for lunch was like damn full till cant walk la! Den after that we went to watch movie Guess what did we watch? The forbidden kingdom!!! haha.. that sparrow damn chio la! very oriental! But due to somethings i was quite disappointed today. But i cant say.. and i'm waiting for a call but it's not here yet which makes me even more disappointed. Haiz! ya i am short tempered! but am trying to change! short temper is my weakness and it will cause me to fail deeply in life! it's something i have to overcome! so jia you avier!! u can do it! I LOVE YOU!!!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
 I kill time by taking photos of myself  Don force me to upload this! haha  \\Patrick and me!  Ejay and me!  Last but not least! Melissa!  This will be my last time looking like this! After my post den don don send me the pics.
so i uploaded it as another post! enjoy!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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