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Sunday, May 18, 2008 at 5/18/2008 07:35:00 AM |
OMG!!! It sucks to be sick! Especially in the middle of the night! I was sleeping and suddenly i felt very very warm I woke up to adjust my fan. My stomach feel sooo BLOATED. BUT i took no notice of it.
However, I could sleep no more. My stomach was killing me. Suddenly, I have THE urge to PUKE!!! and once i started, it NEVER stop!!!! every 5 minutes- 10 minutes I puke! It was such an awful feeling. Because u can basically feel your WHOLE stomach flip while u puke!
I made such a commotion that my Grandpa woke up. And he asked my Grandma to wake up too. His care and concern touched me! cos i Don't really like him. But I've changed my view towards him! at least he is better den my dad. Who only wants to sleep. I really don't understand him! Does he really think that having children is just feeding them and giving them a home to them?
Other people are poor as well But why is it their parents show much more concern to them and my dad just put his own interest before us Even my MUM shows more concern. I am no longer living with her. She can jolly well don't care about us! Because she already has her own family. BUT she still cared about us! I am very disappointed with my dad. But what am i to say?
Anyway. I went to see a doctor and omg!!! the whole thing caused $96 dollar. At first i was afraid i would puke after taking the medicine because whatever i take it ALL came out! IT WAS SO BAD that i basically puke plain water out!
And my worry was true! i did puke out the medicine! BUT thank god, only once and after that i start to feel better!!! i even had diarrhea ! OK it is going to sound gross! even as i puke, the shit just came out! because it is so so watery! that my muscle couldn't control it! It feels like u are urinating. Just that it's from your ass.
And because of that! i feel so tired! That i just want to sleep! BUT now i couldn't sleep i dOn't know why either. so ya So i thought i should just share with u! on how sucky i feel!!! It really sucks to the max to feel so shitty!!! argh!!!
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