We Gone our separate ways And think that's the best way... |
Saturday, May 24, 2008 at 5/24/2008 12:40:00 AM |
Today It's not a very good day after all. Ok so for Petrina's Presentation we separated. And I'm pissed. But I'm not pissed that U changed Your mind :) Don't worry. I understand perfectly that when u do more of those things U might feel uneasy hence u don't want to talk about it. Even though i sound harsh i apologize. The main reason of me being pissed is I realised that some 1 in our team is not being truthful at all. And I really fear that this will lead to another backstabber case. If u are unhappy U say.. Don't show me a black face and treat as nth happen. I rather we talk things out then only know u are angry with me and stuff through your blog. The worst thing is U always make me the one that look bad. First, U were unhappy with the group member as well for not doing any work. BUT u did not even voice it out. U only dare to say u hate her infront of me even when the authorities asked about it. U say nth. then after that there u go complaining again.. And the way u deal thing. It scares me. Because i dunno when i will be the one that gets BANG and say bye bye. And u guys were the one wanting the topic and u're oso the ones that wanna cancel the topic. I just don't want research to go to waste. if u are unhappy TELL me don't stand there and give me a black face. I know sometimes i am very harsh for my words BUT i am never good with words BUT i can at least say I can answer to what ever i say how about u? saying this but your actions prove otherwise. ALL i want is the best for my group. Because this results stays for us for YEARS if u don't want to enter poly. Tell me. Cos i want, I won tolerate the work to be done hastely. so I'm sorry if u feel I've been controling. Maybe i should watch my words. BUT again all I want is the best for our works. And once again. If u still think that we are friend the LEAST u can do is be truthful in ur feelings cos we are your friends not your foes
went to scc just now. practice our song for mp. and i think i did pretty well. didn't go off beat too much and manage to reach the keys. now i need to work on the quality of my voice. Haiz went to eat dinner with gary they all. and i waste money on cab BUT no choice. I missed my last bus. GOT to take before midnight charge. :( sad.. That money wasted..
anyway had a tiring day today! tml need to attend grease. so I'm sleeping soon! TATA all!!!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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