I don't know what to say.
Let's just start with today's journey.
Quite boring though.
Went to teach Bradley today.
AND seriously his math is terrible.
need to work hard teaching him.
BUT i'm glad i have two person to experiment on :)
Definitely more fortunate den some ppl in class :))
hehe..
Didn't go out with dearest today
Since he needs to study.
MUM said dearest is handsome!
WAHAHA!
AND she said that in photo we look matching
BUT real life BUANG!
cos i'm fat!
Thanks ar!
BUT i'm still happy!
Cos mum friend say i am pretty.
just need to slim down
BUT oh well,
fat still pretty so nvm :X

There's some things concerning me for a period of time
I think it's time to spurt it all out!
I really really WONDER
Am I a member of SCC?
People may say yes of course u are!
BUT seriously i feel so left out.
In forum many things doesn't include my name.
It seems so trival.
BUT IT DOES MATTER
because If i am not mentioned
who will look for me to sing or write song for them?
I am not considered alumni
not member
then tell me..
what am I?
I once asked some 1 if i am still considered a member of scc?
That person said yes.
Aand i WAS so HAPPY!
I WAS!
cos I can aim for performance!
AND I MADE AN EFFORT!
make effort to go scc for most session.
I DON'T have to work so hard u know?
make myself so tired.
and yet i have no cca points for attendance
BUT i want to do it!
That's because i want to play a part as a member.
And i want to get into concert fair and square.
BUT now I am starting to doubt.
Because I don't see me as a member.
NOT even an alumni.
I guess i am just invisible.
Some1 going there for show..
Please!
don't tell me I am a member.
SHOW me i am one of you guys.
actions speaks louder than words.
And no, I am not angry
I am just so utterly Disappointed.