Don't mess with the Zohan |
Monday, June 30, 2008 at 6/30/2008 10:32:00 PM |
Don't mess with the Zohan!
Met Up with shermain today :) Talk some stuff update some stuff. And hope our talking will bring us closer :) We caught Don't mess with the Zohan today. The show was great. I was really touched by the last part. The Arabian said I hate it when ppl dislike us just because of some terrorist and they treat us like terrorist. The Iraqis said I understand. Ppl dislike us because they think we are u. And they gave up their fighting and regain peace.
And this make me think. Aren't we like that too? We like to judge. There are some China people who are rude and whatever u can think of But NOT all are like that. There are some Islam who are crazy enough to do bombing and kill ppl But NOT all are like that. But The world never understand that. Or rather the world will never want to believe that. The world likes to judge. Or i should say most like to judge. And because of judging some unnecessary conflict arises. If only people will be more open minded maybe there won be any fights?
Maybe i am naive But i seriously hope for world peace.
Anyway some random thoughts. I tagged some ppl to do dome quiz. 1 of the question is 5 words to describe the person who tagged u. 1 of them was Confident (over confident) But now i hope i am overconfident. Because i cant seems to find my confidence back after being together with dearest. I kept thinking i am not good enough for him. He might not be the most handsome guy. He might not be the best guy on earth. BUT seriously he is good. Too good that I start thinking Do i really deserve him? Some 1 out there slimmer and prettier then me Might suit him more.
Every time I went out with him I cannot help thinking People are saying EEE~ Why that guy so no taste? And this is killing me. I know Dearest might not think this way. BUT i cannot help thinking he might be Embarassed because of the way i dress and WHATEVER. PLease! Some one slap me and tell me I'm thinking too much. I always wanted to prove that FAT Girl doesn't deserve the worst guy. BUT now i began to think he is too good for me. But i want him to be there. BUT the way i always say iam not good enough for him might put him off soon. I need his assurance. But some how I don't know It isn't enough just from him. When every one is giving us lewd glances Dearest say don't care what others think What's important is us. Yeah that's what i always tell others. BUT i CANT TREAT AS NTH HAPPEN. IT'S KILLING ME!
I just don't know what to do what to think and what to say anymore....
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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