Just received a call.
some 1 was asking about the projects
and at the same time confronted about what i wrote in blog.
Like i say in my post earlier.
ALL THOSE are just my thoughts.
BUT I decided to give benefit of the doubts.

So In case you guys misunderstood.
Hence I am here to clarify.
I did feel that it is too much of a coincidence
that every 1 has an emergency.
But like i say I give every 1 the benefit of the doubt.
So i ain't gonna brood over about it.
And I know that my words are harsh
But i am seriously angry while i was writing
because even though we are meeting at 1
I woke up early because the meeting place was quite far.
and suddenly the message i received was every1 cant make it.
If u took the effort to wake up early and stuffs so not to be late
and suddenly all cant come?
and u don't even know if it's true?
But anyway if your reasons for not coming to project
are true and not excuses
I sincerely apologise for saying things like that.
But if it is an excuse
then pls do reflect?
anyway like she says no hard feeling
we are facing each other for 1 yr plus
so it's not good if conflict arises yeah?
:)

Anyway it's 26 more hour time to 1 month.
And i made something for dearest.
Seriously i cant wait to see his reaction.
WAHAHA!!!
But given his mentality
I think there will be no surprises from him
even if i reall hope so... haha


Somehow deep inside
I have the emptiness never had before.
Maybe I'm asking too much
Maybe I am thinking too much
But I cant help thinking
everything is so superficial
Including me
And I start to fear
fear that everything will come rolling back.
I thought i should watch my words
BUT I am watching so much
that i am becoming fake.
Maybe..