If Life is a song, I'll play for you.

Monday, June 23, 2008 at 6/23/2008 11:32:00 PM

Mixture of angry and happy.

OK today I had a mixed feeling.
Earlier part of the day i was quite angry.
was preparing to meet up for proj
when fara sms me.
telling me that no 1 can make it except her.
I was like WTF!!?
However i went along and met her.
BUT i got to comment that the rest are very irresponsible.

I give them the benefits of the doubt though.
BUT seriously i don't think that
so many emergency can happen at 1 day.
ppl give reason that have to take care of grandma
I got sore eyes
and my aunt suddenly hospitalised.

To me I think it's irresponsible.
OK maybe sore eyes acceptable.
But then again the msg fara receive was at 2 am
so tell me?
your sore eyes come at 2 am?
u discover it at 2 am?
It's too sudden isn't it?
too sudden that i have doubts with it.

of cos take care grandma i know it's the truth.
I know her grandma condition change
u guys may think I am heartless
BUT i cant accept that.
so sorry.
Because we are only meeting like once a week.
and it's not like we are meeting for ages.
to me if u at least come for 1-2 hr to at least know what is going on
I don't mind.
but why the whole day u cant make it even if it's just 1 day?

There we go your aunt emergency hospitalised.
Should i believe it?
Yes i give u benefit of the doubt.
BUT I just CANT HELP thinking that
You don't want to come because others couldn't make it.

Whatever it is since it's over i shan't brood on it.
BUT the project we made it on monday
so the other days u guys can play.
BUT even that small little meeting u guys cant make it
then i dunno what to say.
But like i say i give u guys the benefit of doubt.
Please do show some effort :)

After much discussion we decided on the final toy.
We went to library after that.
and do some talking.
Julee was with us..
And yeah..
I had fun talking to them and i cant help but envy them
Untitled this grp have ppl that
u would wanna hold on tight for friends.
And come to think of it
I haven't had any good friends that i can
CONFIDE everything to.
In our class all the chinese are like.
what should i say?
together for the sake of together.
I don't know i just feel that somehow
some where ppl aren't being true in the click.
That includes me as well.
And We really need to have a talk out session
to talk things out
because that's what i feel is the best.

Anyway go to something good.
Met dearest at North Point after proj.
Wasn't expecting to watch movie
But dearest say wanna watch movie?
haha it's fine with me.
went to fun land to play some games till overshot time
ended up we only had 15 mins to eat
before show starts.
So we rushed to finish our dinner
and DADA!!!
Went to catch the movie The incredible Hulk.
It was quite nice!
I'll give it a 4/5 :)

After the show Dearest send me back home.
was quite surprised
Because i thought he can just go home
from North Point
saves him the hassle.
We reach my void deck
and took a few photos.

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Love this pic the most!

The first shot was nice but dearest look horribe
hence force me to delete and now i look ugly -.-

I look fat I know.. But since he don't mind
haha fuck it then :p
Dearest look so geeky inside!! I find him so cute!!
Muack!

I am counting down to wednesday!
I COULDN"T WAIT!!!!

Life is a song and I'll play for you.