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Sunday, July 20, 2008 at 7/20/2008 10:41:00 PM

Last post before I go to sleep today
I just finished writing my notes for SHN
OK not ALL!
but i think i completed half already...
Now I only left with script to worry about i guess

I really hate myself sometimes.
Really no life
My blog is all about him
and the despair desperation everything i felt for him
It seems like my life only resolves around him
and yet his life resolves around school
不对我不是在埋怨
no I am not complaining
I just hope i can be like him.

And i guess i should try
to be like him.
Because my focus should be on studies.
Yes I know it's easier said than done
But i am not going to give up
i want to at least try first

其实我真的不好受
因为当他没打给我
我快疯了
可是经过那天
他对我宽容的呵护
我下定决心
我要相信他
所以我告诉自己
他只是睡着了
他醒来了一定会打给我的！
一定会

海铭
如果你会看到
我想告诉你
我真的真的尽力在改
尽力相信你
可是我不是superwoman
我不可能一下子就变
可是至少我相信你

So I believe you
Even though part of me are having
confusion
part of me are telling myself to doubt you
part of me telling myself u wanna leave me
BUT I am pushing all these aside
trying my best...
because i really trust you
and i don't want my imagination to be the one
making you leave me

I can do it
I know I can .
我一定可以的！

Life is a song and I'll play for you.