Just back from doc
Thanks dear!!!
So sorry :( end up u went home at this time
haha...

Anyway I know you guys are unhappy
Lay har told me U all look unhappy
and also asked her what i say to Ivy
Don't worry
I am not a back stabber
If u guys wanna know so badly?
Why don't you all come ask me?

Anyway I just told Ivy at the beginning of the lesson
That I FEEL(did not say i am) outcasted because i dunno anything
abt the things you all doing
and i am supposed to just stand and see
which i can't
I am not like some ppl
who don do their things
and yet get their marks
I'm sorry i cant be free loader
that's my policy
so i told her i will join them play game
if gt grp i will join her
The most get 0 for project

Thanks Ivy for letting me join your grp
I appreciate alot
u save me from getting a big fat egg

Anyway I know It's my fault for nt attending school
But I don see why u all have to cast me out like totally
I ask belinda abt the proj
she told me mon tell me
mon i sick
and on Tues i asked her
what do i need to do
she say no need we finished everything
den what should i do on that day
she say no need we distribute everything le
so i said,
basically i just do nth
and she replied yes.
This are all i told Ivy and it's the fact..
I told Ivy nth but the fact
I did not add in emotion so ya


So what am i supposed to say?
lol
this is nt abt initiative
It's abt u don bother telling me..
Even if I'm dominating or what to you guys
Also no need to shut me out from the project
by nt letting me know everything right?
Seriously I am trying to change
and I did try
No matter how unhappy i seem or argue
At last i relent by saying
ok fine
just do what u want
Because i see no pt in arguing
The most i can do is try to perfect the plan
as much as possible
But then that only priviledge of mine
is taken away
pls tell me what can i say?

And you guys talk abt the games like i
Don't exist
so again
what should i say?

shall stop here
bye