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Sunday, October 26, 2008 at 10/26/2008 02:10:00 PM

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Welcome Avier Kwek, here is your handwriting analysis.

Some is so true... BUT some I wouldn't dare to say it's not true

All I can say is That subconsciously I might be thinking that way but I just don realise it .

Maybe... The one about the low confidence. It is actually somehow true

I might be laughing and thinking how pretty I am... And tell you my dreams But when you say

Just one thing bad about me I'll keep brooding over it... Is that what they call low in confidence?

I'm not sure. And yes!

I definitely still holding on to the past not daring to plan for the future.

Kept thinking what I've done wrong in the past... Maybe... It's time to stop thinking and move on...

Here's the link. Enjoy~ And if you decided to do the test show it in blog yeah?? haha


Btw before you read my analysis do the test first or it will NOT be accurate

I purposely made it very low so you have to scroll alot to read the result haha!

Don cheat ;p

Avier uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Avier does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Avier will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Avier is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Avier doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

When Avier expresses an opinion on a issue she will stick to that opinion, and probably will not change her mind. In other words... Avier is stubborn. When she is wrong about something that she has decided upon, she will have trouble admitting she is wrong. Changing Avier's mind can be very difficult. Once Avier makes up her mind, she doesn't want to be confused with the facts!

Avier will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Avier's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Avier slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Avier can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Avier's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Avier that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Avier also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Avier is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Avier's self-concept is artificially low. Avier will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Avier to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Avier is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Avier is having some confusion in her physical life. She is examining the past to give her answers about some of her physical desires. She may be trying to find a balance between her philosophical beliefs and her natural physical desires.

Something is incomplete in Avier's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Avier's sexual needs.

Avier has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Avier's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Avier has regarding sex and physical things. So, her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Avier is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Avier has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Avier fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Avier has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Avier seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Avier seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.

Some is so true... BUT some I wouldn't dare to say it's not true

All I can say is That subconsciously I might be thinking that way but I just don realise it .

Maybe... The one about the low confidence. It is actually somehow true

I might be laughing and thinking how pretty I am... And tell you my dreams But when you say

Just one thing bad about me I'll keep brooding over it... Is that what they call low in confidence?

I'm not sure. And yes!

I definitely still holding on to the past not daring to plan for the future.

Kept thinking what I've done wrong in the past... Maybe... It's time to stop thinking and move on...

Here's the link. Enjoy~ And if you did do the test show it in blog yeah?? haha


Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Saturday, October 25, 2008 at 10/25/2008 12:05:00 AM

I am seriously pissed now
I feel that people are thinking
that I did not turn up for SCC
or I don go for fare well party
because they are going army soon
because I'm lazy
Or i have excuses
BUT I am REALLY busy !
I am packed with so many things!
Events for child fiesta
and we are the organizers so it takes planning .
Then I have many talks
briefing and voluntary stuffs
to attend to
I would very much like to be free
But this term there's so many events and hands on
and it will all benefit me
so i got no choice but to take it up

Don think life in ITE is easy
maybe for other course yes
But for Early childhood the competition is very strong
so If I don work harder
Then I'll be wasting my time transferring from Ngee Ann to
so I REPEAT again
I really have a valid reason for not attending scc
I am really packed with stuff
there's no way I desert school classes or projects
to go for SCC right?

So please do understand
I really have my difficulties too
Shan't talk much anymore
If anyone still doubt me there's nth i can do
I don have the extra energy to convince people to
believe me
After a hectic week
I just want a good rest

Good night ..

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Thursday, October 23, 2008 at 10/23/2008 11:22:00 PM

This term is gonna be a super busy term
with so many things on hand!
I REALLY REALLY have to learn how to juggle my time!
There will be at least 4 projects this term
With that Children Fiesta
it will be like 5 projects
and I only have like 9 weeks??
Plus all the enrichment classes like
Story telling and stuff
It's really gonna be hectic!
Now I really must make sure I can cope all
and still score well for all projects.

Went for the Autism briefing from 7pm - 9pm
At Kallang some where
I don know the place name
And guess what ?
I am telling the Joke of the month!
And yes I'm the joke of the month!

It was raining very heavily
And we are still stuck at that place
Don, Julee, DiDi, Ivy, Fara, Asqiah and Me
Den while Fara and Asqiah went toilet
A car passes by
and asked whether we need a ride
They are some one from the PAYM
so I repiled can we?

and guess what?
Their friends came down and get into the car
and That moment Didi, Julee, Don and Ivy laughed like hell
I really wanna dig a hole and hide myself in it!!!
LUCKILY she said I'm asking you guys too
I heaved a sigh of relieved!!
BUT she eases my agony after like 30 sec

NOW i understand how it feel to be really embarassed!
You just feel like dying!!!
OK I'm tired
I go sleep liao

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Monday, October 20, 2008 at 10/20/2008 11:46:00 PM

Had a LONG day in school Today!!!
With the story telling talk :)
It sure was beneficial!
Learned alot of things :)
Might be doing some experiment here and there with story telling
OMG it can be so much fun!!!

Actually I'm tired to blog much
so yeah!!!

We have our treasure hunt tomorrow
and guess what?
That means we don have classes tomorrow!!!

got to get going !

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Sunday, October 19, 2008 at 10/19/2008 09:05:00 PM

Actually I got nth to blog about
Because Yesterday and Today
I've been at home the whole day!
BUT surprisingly
It's not hard to get by
Perhaps because Weekdays I've been sleeping late
and waking up early
So I basically wasted 2 days
rotting at home ..

You know sometimes
Some people got me thinking
I know of this guy
He feels that
he got ALOT of problems
and Because of his temper
he offended alot of people
pretty much like me yeah?
I Think so too
BUT the problem is
He knows what is his problem
BUT he is not willing to make changes
This I don understand
And He says People only see the bad in him
BUT not the good

Yes I've complained about this before
BUT I've sorted it out
people will always remember the bad side of you
more than the good side
That's always the case
Keep the good and throw away the bad
I mean it's easier said than done
BUT I'm trying hard
I mean
Happiness don't fall on you
YOU go after them!
Of cos some people are lucky.
They have a better life than others
and they don have to try as hard.
BUT people who try harder will be more successful than people who don't.
I believe That no matter how lucky they are
They succeed because
they know how to grab hold of Opportunities
around them

For people like us
with a not so good background
Although sometimes it is tough
BUT I feel that
If we can get over all these
we will be more successful than many people out there
I really really believed in this

Brick walls are there to Show how much you really want something
Brick walls are also there to stop others from reaching their goals
Change what you think You will change what you get !
Move beyond your fear and you will get what you want
Always be aware of the new choices.
Do not isolate yourself in Comfort zone

I believed in all these
and I believed I can succeed 1 day
1 day I'll be the happiest woman
no I might not be perfect
BUT I'm trying to obtain a perfect life!

And whether you get it or not
it's practically how you think :)

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Thursday, October 16, 2008 at 10/16/2008 10:43:00 PM

Today is a short day in school
BUT still tired because I'm lack of sleep
LUCKILY There's no theory today
Anyway I love it When Ms pearl read us a story
every end of lesson and I find this really meaningful
Wanna share it with all of you

I Am Me: A Declaration of Self-Esteem

In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me.
Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine
Because I alone chose it.
I own everything about me;
My body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions,
Whether they be to others or to myself.
I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears.
I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes.
Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me.
By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts.
I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know,
But as long as I am friendly and loving to myself,
I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me.
However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel, at a given moment in time is authentically me.
If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought and felt turn out to be unfitting,
I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded.
I can see, hear, feel, think, say and do.
I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me.
I own me, and therefore I can engineer me.
I am me and I am okay.

by Virginia Satir

I love this!
Yes I am ME and I am MORE than OK.
In fact I'm good BUT i can be better :)

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

at 10/16/2008 12:37:00 AM

The best pic ever!

Just came back home
Sooo tired!!!
SO LONG never go scc le!
Now abit rusty!
very tired ahhh~~~

Finally get to see Mei Har
OMG girl I miss you sooo sooo much
took some photos

When two crazy woman meets

talk again soon!
Night !!!

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 at 10/15/2008 06:15:00 AM

I forgot to blog yesterday
so decided to make it up today
Partly because when I woke up to see the time
It's 5.30
and I wake up at 6 normally
I kept telling myself not to go to school
and go back to sleep LOL
so I decided to use com and blog den go bath!!

Anyway our class we have a new teacher
He's a male
and at first we were sort of looking forward to it
Because we are like deprive of MAN!
BUT seriously I hate him!
He carries an attitude which I don like
And He keep trying to be "humble"
Always saying things like I gave up my manager post
then stop and say oh well nvm
and the others in the class will go tell us la!
den he says things like no la no la I don wanna appear too boastful

you are being boastful man!
Trying too hard!
I am so not gonna like him!

OK whatever!


It's a wake up call!
I deserve better
than what I have
and yeah
I watched a video yesterday in Ms Pearl class that video was made
from a book call who moved my cheese
and I am deeply impact by 3 phrases
I add some words on my own though...

1. Concentrate on what you want and think of nothing else and you'll find it no matter what!
2. Be aware of your surrounding and make the neccessary move
3. When you change what you think you can change what you get

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Monday, October 13, 2008 at 10/13/2008 09:48:00 PM

Reached the 200th post!!!
Ok today was the first day of school
and everything turned out well
Many classmates changed their hairstyle
and OMG they looked so different!!!
It's been long since i returned school!
And I missed school!!!

After school met up with Calvin
And we went Kboxing!
OK I am officially broke!!!
Lucky he sponsor
LOL he sponsor cos no choice
I'm the only kaki he left with for kboxing
he got no other choice but to sponsor!!!
Anyone out there with no company to go singing?
Call me and treat me I'll gladly go ^^

It's the angle problem!!! :(
Humph! *pout*
never grow fat la!!!!
But what if? maybe? I grow fatter???

Anyway I'm quite happy with myself today
I know there are many times I still raise my voice
And sounded irritated
BUT sometimes I caught it
And I tried to speak calmly
BUT many times I still missed it!

MAtes please do me a BIG favour
Whenever I sound agitated
Please erm kindly tell me
Avier you're speaking abit loud now
BUT please tell me nicely ok?
don scold me :)
I'm not perfect and I'm trying hard to change
so give me some support yeah?
Thanks in advance!!! :)

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Sunday, October 12, 2008 at 10/12/2008 05:54:00 PM

I've deleted ALL of anything related to
and seriously I'm not sad anymore
Yes I really like him alot
and haven gt over him 100 % this I'm sure
BUT I really got to see the most ugly side of him
that I feel that i got no need to
be sad over him

Remember I went for Chalet?
He sms me whether I can help find information
for his project because his laptop
went for service
and he got no computer
I told him I can only start on Fri cos I'm in chalet
and I wanted to rest awhile after that

He: Nvm then You have a good rest I find others for help
Me: hmm ok then

den Yesterday He message me asking me If i can help
because he cant find people to help
But I didn't reply immediately
cos I'm tired from the sight seeing
I only got back home in the morning
And Today he send me a message again
But I was sleeping
and guess what?

After 1 hour or so
He smsed me : Alright Avier I'll pay you
But I really need help in finding projects Info

So what?
This is how he sees me in his eyes
I am such a materialistic girl?
who only talks about money?
Oh fuck
I am left speechless

I am so willing to do it for him
because I don mind
research you know?
to do a good project research is the most important thing!
It's not just copying and paste
It's about reading and know what you wanna find out!
it's the toughest part of the whole project in case you don realise

I never reply him and this is what he send me
I really got a good look of him
He thinks that money can buy everything
BUT Fuck My love for him ain't because he spend on me man
I am disappointed
But i'm not sad

I see no need to be sad over someone
who thinks so lowly of me
And I'm going to just fuck it!
I might be emotional sometimes
BUT don worry friends
After I've seen him thoroughly
I'm better off without him :)

And yup
I'll still try harder to change whatever points I have to
I'll grow to be the happiest woman ever I believe!
All it takes is some changes
and I'm good to go :)
It's gonna be hard
BUT it's not stopping me :)
This I promise myself...

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

at 10/12/2008 04:52:00 PM

This week is really a hectic week!
Haven been 1 day which i never went out

I stayed at home
I thought i would be at home the whole day
But at the later part of the night
Calvin msn me to ask if i wanna go sing Kbox
I told him if he treat I'll gladly go
BUT lol too ex at night
so decided to go Kboxing tomorrow instead :)
So we decided to go around Singapore
He drive me around on his bike for like 1 hour plus
I must say MY BUTT HURTS!!!
Eh but i discover so many nice places
I never went before!
BUT it's very far away from me
So I don think I'll ever step in that place again!


Met up with main and Annie once again!!!
Went Bugis with the intention of
going to have sheesha
We headed to soupspoon for our first stop

Had Clam's chowder soup for meal
Annie had mushroom soup
and main had beef something! LOL
After dinner went to have Dessert!!!
Green tea with red bean, Blegium chocolate
and last but not least Crunchy nuts.
I personally Loved the Green tea flavoured ice cream :)
Indulge in the joy of having the ice cream
melting in my mouth :)
After that Headed to haji lane for sheesha
I know this looks unglam!
But I was so hot!! and main insisted on taking a pic!
So sorry you guys will just have to bear with it haha!

Posing for the photographer

Finally a photo of us!!!
I just have to appear in the cam to spoil it!
but I'm CUTE so it's ok!
Seriously they are the BEST girlfriend one could ever had!
I'm not pretty
I'm never good at my words
And I'm bad tempered
But Thanks so much for bearing and sticking to me
despite all the faults I have
I do not believe in forever
Hence I'm not going to say BFF
BUT I promise!
That I will be there as long as you girls need me
and I promise to work towards in
making our friendship as worthwhile as i can :)

After the outing we went our separate ways
And I went to meet Jia Yi They all for clubbing
Was fun at first but Something happened
and spoil everything
I know I'm bad temper
BUT when i do scold it just means I'm only pissed off
and after releasing it out I'm fine
BUT this time it's different
I'm really angry

I'd rather not talk about it...

I know you're drunk but I cannot help being angry
Because even after I say stop you continued
All I can say is I need some cooling down time
meanwhile just give me some space to breathe
You're a nice friend
and I cherish you
But please!
Don ever ever do it again
as close as we might be
there are still some difference between us
this we can never change
and hence I'm uncomfortable about the contact we have
when you're drunk
I already told you before
please refrain from drinking if
you really really cannot control yourself
The whole night i have to apologise to
how many people I lost count
and plus the fact that what happened
my blood really boiled
It's really for your own good

Went off at around 2 plus 3 am
Thanks for the Ahmad service!
Otherwise I won know how 2 get home
shall stop here tata!

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Thursday, October 9, 2008 at 10/09/2008 08:31:00 PM

Back from visiting my mum
and I just saw my time table
and guess what???


Mon - Wed 8 to 3
Thurs 9 to 11
Fri 8 to 12


just wanna show off my schedule!
erm I hope i didn't see wrongly though

Anyway this week I've been very happy
haha been going out and stuff!
and yeah
I've figured out what is wrong with me
and yeah everything happens for a reason
I believe his departure
will make me happier in future :)

Some one spur me on just now
he wanted to hurt someone because he ain't happy
and he wants people to be sad or angry
but lol
He haven expected
because of what he said
I finally figure out everything
He told me the problem with me is
I'm fat and i should choose fat guy
I think too highly of myself
that's why Haiming chose another woman
and she's the bigger winner
but the fact is
I've learnt my mistake
I dare not say i won repeat
But i can do my best to prevent it
that's what makes me the winner :)
He even said I'm a loser

which I don really care about too much
Because the real loser
hurt people because they aren't happy
That's the most pathetic things in life
and he doesn't realise it
To think he's already 23 years old
I feel sorry for him actually

To all my friends out there :
please be happy
because no matter what happen
it happens for a reason :)
when everything is in place
you will be glad it happen that way :)

And Yes I will try my best to change
my temper my character and all
Whatever that require changing
and I will keep the good in me :)
so at the mean time do bear with me
and support me :)
thanks :)

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008 at 10/08/2008 06:53:00 PM

I got like So many things to say in this entry!!!
Because I missed Monday and Tuesday
So please be prepared for super long post!!!

Went to meet Hai ming early in the morning
as he needed to pass to me something
Then when I met him his first reaction was
Wow You slimmed down a little
I admit I'm happy BUT even so too bad he's not coming back
but oh well
anyway after that I went to see the doctor
And She said that I've slimmed down
another 5 kg
So I slimmed down by 10 kg in 2 mths!!!

Went to meet Annie after that
haven seen her for about a month!
And I missed her a WHOLE lot!!!
and we had our lunch at Long John Silver
Den chit chatted awhile
as we need to wait for main to end her school

Finally main's school ended
and we went to EHUB's Coffee Bean
to have hearts to hearts talk
Talk about many things
And even some misunderstanding was cleared

I'm so sorry I ever thought that way of you
but ya i guess action do causes misunderstanding
without clarifications
BUT since now everything is cleared
I hope we will be closer then ever :)
at least we know each other 1 step further :)

After chilling out with them
I went home to bath and get ready to go Chalet
This is 1 thing good about staying in Pasir ris
I can take my time to Chalet while all of them
gets jealous of me since they stay in the west

Jia Yi came to fetch me
and at that moment i was like!
OMG JiaYi I've missed you!
but he got no reaction -.-
after we've reached the chalet
rested awhile and camwhoring starts! Haha

Jia yi : eee you pout i never cannot cannot!
I pout we take again
and there goes
When Jia Yi is drunk it's really scary!
One occasion when Dickson and Ken is trying to fix the bed
Jia Yi came barging in the room and literally
squash me like in wrestling!
and he wouldn't get up >.<
THE WORST is I've shouted help no one rescue me!
even Dickson and Ken continued to move the mattress
and when they're done they just leave me there!
and WINSTON even took picture!!!
and then LEFT! OMFG!!!
Then jia yi began laughing and finally gets up
When i get whole of the picture I shall let you guys see!
After That played some games
and got bully by gary till 4 plus

talked awhile and slept till 7 plus

Woke up bath and wait for others to get ready
At first we wanted to eat breakfast at 8 plus
however, we need to wait for others to get ready
and it was until 10 plus we managed to have our breakfast
SCC's habit
SCC never starts on time !
While we were waiting Xue Ting ask
XT : Avier where you sleep last night?
Me: slept with Gary they all lor
we shifted the bed then all share lor...
YOU AR! Still dare ask me!
all forget about me ! :(
enter the room you all occupied liao
XT : LOL sorry sorry
This is how I get bully at SCC :(

We planned on singing at 2pm at Kbox
and it was already 11 plus so
some of us whose lazy to travel back to the chalet
slacked at the food court till 2pm
At the meantime we GOSSIP!!!!
Gossip with Xue Ting, Jia Yi, Chien Wen and Gary
LOL den we figured out most of us thinks the same

Xue Ting's Candid Shot
Taken by Gary
Xue ting doesn't know
and surprisingly it is a good shot!
XT please blame gary.. Not my fault :x

Finally it's 2pm
So off we went singing!!!
and again camwhore!
with XT

Taken badly decided to try again
but still bad :(Last try
so stopped all the camwhoring :(

After singing went back to Chalet for BBQ
and i got to comment!!!
Ben's BBQ skill is GREAT!!!
The food is not too burnt
and yet it is fully cooked!
Best BBQ chef ever!!!!

After that we played the game murderer
a different type of murderer
different from the normal wink wink
This style of playing can really
let you see a person's character

and JIA YI is very JIAN!!!
He can make people suspect one another
BUT no one thinks that he is the murderer!
no one suspected at all!
and guess what?
I'm the one making the most noise
claiming to be the detective
or giving my 2 cents worth of comments
on who's the murderer
and I get killed very early!
prevent me from making too much noise or getting them exposed :(
I know you guys must be thinking
expected! avier always talk so much..

After that went to the beach
and we took turn riding bike
It's been long since I've ridden a Bike
and I forgot how good it feels
All along I keep telling people I dislike riding bike
BUT I think I am going to find some kakis to ride with me in future...

After that went back to Chalet
and Steve brought his keyboard so he can work with me
to create a song for Monthly performance
He said he brought it to Chalet specially for me
awww.. so sweet!
haha BUT i think he's lying
anyway Thanks Steve! appreciate it!!!

Check out time!!!
We went to have "breakfast"
BUT they decided to go steamboat at Seoul garden instead
so yup went for it!
haha I have the LUXURY to go home and bath first
before meeting them at Tampiness!

When I almost finished eating and the others are still eating
camwhoring starts again!!! LOL

Unglam! but who cares!!! >.<

Thanks Jia Yi!!!
For helping me to pay for the chalet!
Anyway Can't wait to see you on sat for clubbing session :)

Joke of the day :
We were going home and they decided to
take the train back to pasir ris so they can have a seat
When we reached Pasir ris
I wanted to wait for every one to clear and accompany them for awhile
Shin ru : What if later the door close and you cannot get out?
Me: WON'T LA! I very accurate!
Den I was talking to them while listening to mp3 suddenly
Zhi wei points at the door at the door bell rang
I tried to "escape" But the door shut on me!
and yeah I travelled back to Tampiness again :x
And what's worst is!
after I exit and I shouted be to them while the door about to close
Guess what?
The door open again!!!!
And Hui Yi Shirlene and Shin ru who saw it
laughed like hell :(

BUT anyway it was fun!!!
I love this bunch of people!
They're like a family! :)
Of cos sometimes there's people who is
quite irritating at different aspect of times places and events.
and yes me as well
BUT no one's perfect
But deep down all of them are still the nicest bunch of people
I known in Ngee ann poly!
They're the first who make me
wanna go to school :)
Thanks guys!


Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Saturday, October 4, 2008 at 10/04/2008 04:05:00 PM

Can someone enlighten me?
What is Best friend?
Or rather what is true friend?

They always say true friend are the ones
That's right there with you when u need them
The say true friends are the one who see your
sadness behind your eyes even though others can only see your smile

But does that mean
True friend should always be hidden behind the scene?
You know I always wonder
Those people who are very very pretty
Their so call "Sister" / "best friends"
are always the pretty ones

And Then it had me thinking
So when you are not pretty enough?
No matter how you stood by them
You don get recognized?

Yeah Take me as I'm sprouting nonsense
BUT I really wonder
People say that True friend will stand by your side silently
I think that's crap
Because Only when You're depressed
den you come looking for your true friend
and other wise you go looking for your "sisters" or "best friend"
Den aren't you just using your true friend?

I know that true friend doesn't care about being recognize
BUT when issues like this happens too many times
It make you think thrice?
It makes you think, so what am i?

Once Annie's ex Bf said
I really salute Avier
She dare to go out and be good friend with Pretty people
at first I just laughed over it
Jia yi told me to ask that guy to fuck off
because it's insulting
and come to think of it
yeah I really wonder?

Do I really have to be gorgeous
in order to be Their true friend?
I must admit that I do not have the nicest figure
the best listening ear
the sweetest tongue
or the angelic face
But what I have is standing by them
when they can find no one else
BUT even so
I do need affirmation
It's doesn't feel good to be behind the scenes all the time

Maybe because you guys are always the lime light
so it's not a concern at all
Maybe all along I've been saying : don need the whole world to know
That we're best friend
that's why you take full advantage of it
and Maybe I'm just jealous

alright ignore me
Like I say
I don have the nicest mouth for words
BUT please note that
when I say who are my best friend
I do mean it

I don say nice things just for people to like me
or to be popular.
BUT I think I should adopt that style
because I am always at the losing end
be it school work or life
maybe honeyed words mean more than anything ..

I don know and I'm confused
Someone enlighten me please!

you are what you are
and that make you unique
or we like you for your directness
and whatever crap
because in this society it doesn't work this way
Because I HAVE been so truthful
that people hate me for it
so please enlighten me in a more realistic way
I don need comforting
I need realistic enlightenment

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

at 10/04/2008 06:51:00 AM

See this! haha
So healthy! Fish cake!
veggies and egg!!! YUMMY!!!

OK! It's 6.50 am
I'm eating my maggie mee while I Blogged!
I'm famished!!!
can u imagine?
I slept from 5.30 pm Intending to take a nap yesterday
to this morning 4.30 am?
After I woke up
I was still wondering why I woke up so early
And I played Human Pet and surf the net
as usual..

Until like 1 hr ago I finally remembered I slept at 5.30 pm
And At 6.30 am
I'm very hungry So cooked my self a meal
and started to blog as I eat
Wanna share a few things!!!

Remember the day b4 yesterday?
we were supposed to meet up with the big shots
and it's like I made a fool!!!!
Cos I was late!
so when I reached the bus interchange 410 came
BUT the problem was there was 2 410
1 white 1 green
White 1 reaches our school first!
otherwise it will go 1 big round and i only reached school after half an hour!
And I saw the bus with white top and green bottom
I figured that is the "white bus"
And I took it!
And While I'm on the bus
I saw CY and Don taking their own sweet time walking to school
and ALAS!
The bus took a diff route!
And I realised!
I took the WRONG bus!!!!

And that moment all I had in mind was WTF!!!!
I called CY
and Realised They have already reached the school!
So I RUSHED all the way to school
and suddenly they were all laughing -.-
No need to guess
Cy told me we were laughing about you
and our course manager was in there!
So embarassing!!!

Anyway It all went well
I think
So the decision lies on them
BUT we all did well

I'm so excited talking about this!!!
Yeow ann was online that night!!!
and I talked to him!!!!
and he replied me!!!!
so happy!!! ^^

AND CY helped me to check out something!!!
He's single!!!! YAY!!!!
This means I might stand a chance!!!
BUT maybe not
cos Singaporean guys typical!
FAT= no hope!!!!
so sad :(
I so pretty
only fat ma!!!
ok whatever!
anyway I'm damn happy talking to him la
even though it's short
but who cares!!!
can't wait to talk to him again!!!

OK I need to get back to my meal!

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008 at 10/01/2008 11:27:00 PM

Something happen to my eyes!
OH NO!!!!
It's all red and I think it has a cut!!!
Shit man!
I hope tomorrow when I wake up
everything will be alright! :(

Anyway I enjoyed myself to the core today!
Went to museum for some voluntary work today !
And I had great fun!!!
Most of the time Belin Bullied me
Trying to kick me out
of the group
saying I was irritating and stuff

Saw my eye candy YAO ANN!!!
He is Like so gentle!!!!
And At the end of the activity
He say next time If we happen to be in that area
Text him and He'll join us for tea >.< THAT IVY!!!
Have to tap me and say eh join for tea leh!!
and Yao Ann was Just behind me
Thanks ar IVY!!!!

OK went to have breakfast with DON I WAS LATE!!!
But I swear That the transport was SLOW!!!
Normally I take half an hour to reach
Today It took 45 mins!!! ARGH!!!
But luckily he's not angry I hope!

After that meet Belin and Ivy
and walked to museum together :)
Then briefing..
usual.. and while the others learn ketupak
Me and Ivy and Belin and YZ
layed congkat!!!

I taught this boy call Akosh
I hope I spelled his name right
He came to the 5 stones station
I taught him how 2 play it
and for a boy who is only 6 1/2
Only turned 7 like next year
His eye hand coordination is very good
he basically can catch the stones quite well
except that his hand a little small
so it will be harder for him!
and he's so cute!!
If he can't do it
he says things like
oh man! This is hard!
It's really hard!
It's ok Let me try again!
I was guilty of myself at that moment!
A 6 years old speaking damn well!
What's worst was when we played congkat together
later of the day
when he came back from visiting the galleries

He goes :
I should think what strategies I should use next!
Can You imagine? a 6 year old boy?
he's really cute!
and what I love most about him!
Is his Gorgeous eyes!!
OMG he had Black eye
with super long eyelash
and his eyelash colour is in natural brown
I'm pretty sure he is going
to grow up to be a pretty boy!

And I got to know some background knowledge about him
He's born in bangkok
BUT stayed at Singapore since young
But apparently he's going back there again soon
and I can hear his sadness when he told me :
My mum wants to move There
I don't even know where it is
So I stopped asking
and continued our game
sad eh?
he lived here for like 7 years?
and he's going to move to somewhere he never been before
I can just imagine how he felt :(
BuT deep down I wished him all the best
IT's an experience!
I'm sure he will grow to like it!

OK enough about him!
I'm so crazy over him!
BUT let me say again!
he even came back to say bye to me
before he left
sweet right ? *blush*

ok well both have their strength

Tomorrow Meeting the big shots and our future lies in their hand!
really have to leave a gd impression! GAMBATEH!!!
K resting now!!!

Life is a song and I'll play for you.