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Sunday, October 12, 2008 at 10/12/2008 05:54:00 PM


I've deleted ALL of anything related to
ZHANG HAI MING!
and seriously I'm not sad anymore
Yes I really like him alot
and haven gt over him 100 % this I'm sure
BUT I really got to see the most ugly side of him
that I feel that i got no need to
be sad over him

Remember I went for Chalet?
He sms me whether I can help find information
for his project because his laptop
went for service
and he got no computer
I told him I can only start on Fri cos I'm in chalet
and I wanted to rest awhile after that

He: Nvm then You have a good rest I find others for help
enjoy
Me: hmm ok then

den Yesterday He message me asking me If i can help
because he cant find people to help
But I didn't reply immediately
cos I'm tired from the sight seeing
I only got back home in the morning
And Today he send me a message again
But I was sleeping
and guess what?

After 1 hour or so
He smsed me : Alright Avier I'll pay you
But I really need help in finding projects Info

So what?
This is how he sees me in his eyes
I am such a materialistic girl?
who only talks about money?
Oh fuck
I am left speechless

I am so willing to do it for him
FREE OF CHARGE
because I don mind
research you know?
to do a good project research is the most important thing!
It's not just copying and paste
It's about reading and know what you wanna find out!
it's the toughest part of the whole project in case you don realise


I never reply him and this is what he send me
I really got a good look of him
He thinks that money can buy everything
BUT Fuck My love for him ain't because he spend on me man
I am disappointed
But i'm not sad

I see no need to be sad over someone
who thinks so lowly of me
And I'm going to just fuck it!
I might be emotional sometimes
BUT don worry friends
After I've seen him thoroughly
I'm better off without him :)

And yup
I'll still try harder to change whatever points I have to
I'll grow to be the happiest woman ever I believe!
All it takes is some changes
and I'm good to go :)
It's gonna be hard
BUT it's not stopping me :)
This I promise myself...

Life is a song and I'll play for you.