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Sunday, November 30, 2008 at 11/30/2008 01:58:00 AM

**Something interesting **

My friend ask in the forum : Why do we try so hard to survive when we all die in the end?

This is so damn meaningless. Living things should all just die. Agree?

Some one replied : The fact that life got beginning got end... is telling us to prioritise and value the time we have left, don't do meaningless things such as the extreme obsession with the pursuit of material stuffs, when none can be brought along when life ends.

Depending also whether there is life after death in one's believe system, if there is, then think knowledge and wisdom would be more usage than material stuffs.

i totally agree!

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

at 11/30/2008 12:11:00 AM

went out with main today!
God it's a LOOOONG time since i see her!
Ok not really very long
But lol still long to me!
what am i rambling about?Align Center ignore me!

Went out to town with main
went singing ktv at party world!!!
ahhh~~~ SHIOK!!!!
I haven been singing for like 12397238947907 days
FINALLY! Got to sing to my heart's content!

Below are photos taken
and will update more after main
update hers LOL

After Singing, we went subway to have our dinner! camwhored!
please stay tuned for a super cute poster for Ice mountain!

Yearning for some true love's kisses
After dinner went to a backstreet of Taka
to slack and camwhored!!!

I look so sweet here :x

After this Home sweet home!
really enjoyed my day!
although it's just a simple catching up + singing session
But It really helped!
And most importantly, spending time
with some one i care ;)

I just realised time passes very fast
at the blink of eyes
1 year had passed
as we were walking and admiring the nice decoration along town
Me: I cannot believe it!!!
It seems like only a few months had passed
when me and you and Annie came town to watch Enchanted
That time was near christmas too!
Main: yeah! Time sure passes fast right?
Me: yeah!
And OMG!!! Hai ming and me broken up for 4 mths already?
it sure is fast!
It seems like only a 2 months to me
I'm too busy to notice that time had passed so fast!

No I'm not affected by him though
lol It's just a random thought that me and him
had broken up for 4 mths already
because when we were talking about how fast time passes
I saw a spot that reminds me of him :x
how sad yeah?

Anyway It's soon for a new year resolution
got to go think of it!
I need to have goal for each year!!!
wanna live more fruitfully! yeah!!!
ok with this
I shall end my post with my favorite picture of the day!!!


Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Friday, November 28, 2008 at 11/28/2008 11:57:00 PM

Went interact club today !
Was in charge of the one game for the folks
and haha it was a success
most of them said the game was good
and response was good ^^
hehe what do you say
from avier kwek you know :x

Anyway remember that time i went for the
bishan talent quest thingy
I got 3rd
not bad yeah?
i think so too
and recently I'm attracted to English song~~
means I don really like chinese song anymore!
how how how????

I know I am not understanding
But i just don like rejection
But i hate being let down more!
I just hated the feeling of being brought up high
and end up you letting go
that hurts.

Anyway It's not about love
so yeah
don misunderstood!
Got chance i show you guys the video i sing!

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Monday, November 24, 2008 at 11/24/2008 10:50:00 PM

I'm not having the best of day today!
I shan't elaborate much about it
because if i were to talk about it
I will get myself into loads of trouble
since it's about school and
It's SENSITIVE to talk about school stuffs

But whatever it is
It ain't because I'm stressed that's why my tears drop
oh please how stress can school be?
Noticed i never use the stressed word before
no matter how busy i am
because my level of tolerance for stress is reasonably high
But something unhappy happened.
Because of some rude remarks and actions
I get from some people
But I ain't giving up
I'm going to continue what i always do in class
if you cannot take it
I'm sorry that's just too bad .
I cry not because i lost
I cry because i need some time to reduce stress.

Let me make this clear
I shall and i will continue to ask question in class
If you feel that I am asking irrelevant question
fine by me you don listen :)
Let's see who gain more you or me :)

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Thursday, November 20, 2008 at 11/20/2008 04:41:00 PM

I know I know I haven update for like
hmmm AGES!!!
and everyday belin would nag at me:
"eh please la!
your blog can be officially announced dead!"

But I'm just plain lazy!
It's like so many things have been happening
And Busy HPing That I've gt no time to blog ! *chuckles*
BUT OMG I love these fruitful event!
filling my life up
Though it's busy and hardly have time to breathe
but I don't know?
My life seems so much more colorful! haha

Today the most fantastic thing has happened
Ok you know now they are having the stomp aids event???
Yup so our school organized
a sort of talent quest
and I missed the audition :(
BUT yesterday FaFa told me They might need some more singer
so she helped me ask around
and I saw the teacher
and guess what?
after hearing me she say good
you're in !

And guess what??
Today's the semi final
It's all a last minute thing
BUT I'm in the FINAL!!! YAY!!!

And I have to thank the ICBers!!!!
at first I thought not many would stay back to listen
because this was a last minute thing
BUT almost the whole class stayed back!
and They screamed WAY WAY louder then the rest of the classes!
They even made me a sign board:

And Because of their enthusiasm
I'm not that nervous!
And the more I tell myself I should do my best!
Or I'll be letting them down
I really really have to thank you guys!


Ok shall stop here
and yeah will update to more often
I'll TRY~ ;p

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Friday, November 7, 2008 at 11/07/2008 10:21:00 PM

Hell lot of pictures!
shan't do much typing then!
haha enjoy~~~

upon our arrival~~~
This pic is so cute right?? hehe

you know what's special??
The toilet is air conditioned!!!

on our way to Flyer~

This 2 ah ma look so Kind right!! haha!

6 super cute ah ma!!!

We've stepped into Flyer!!!

Flyer began to rise~~

I look ugly but fuck it! lol

Flyer getting higher!!
Don know why there's a soccer field?

Flyer descend abit~
this is random but the building?
notice the triangle bar ??
Looks like chocolate!! can you guess what??

some of the old folks at the other cabin~

Love the shimmering of the river~
It somehow creates a shape~

No idea what's this but quite cute haha~~

2 cute aunties ^^

what's this??? haha the model of the future casino in 3D ver.

I seriously thank Trica the
committe member for choosing me to tag along with
them in this project haha!
I got to sit in the flyer FOC!!!
cool right??
and the thing is I'm the only freshie chosen!
and i feel so honored!!!
and This trip though tiring but it's fulfilling!!!

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Monday, November 3, 2008 at 11/03/2008 09:41:00 PM

Actually I have nothing much to blog about
But today There's an incident
which I really really couldn't accept
We were having PE
As usual, broke up into groups and played captain's ball
But I was really pissed off

I'm Pissed off not because I lost
yes I agree that some people in our class
are rougher
However that's not an excuse for you to push people
or pull people's hand while playing

I mean if you pull people's hand
and that person realise it at least
the injury inflicted on that person is not so big
Today while Donovan was jumping to hit the ball away
a girl kept pushing him
once or twice still ok
But everytime???

I'm angry not because
she pushed donovan and we would lose
I don mind losing
I may be very serious in a game
or an activity because to me
If i were to lose
i wanna lose beautifully
not lose without making an effort
BUT I woudn't be angry just because I lost a game
I have been to numerous games and matches
when I was in Primary school and Secondary school
If i still cannot handle losing
I've failed in living .

BUT what I'm most angry and concern about is
The foul moves that she'd made
True that it is just a game
BUT does that gives you the right to push?
I am concern about Donovan
because while he's jumping
his state of mind doesn't prepare and tells him
that some one will be pushing him
the sudden force may cause him to lose his balance and fall
falling is not so bad
but what if he hurt his back?
and couldn't walk???

You're not a sport person
you might think I'm exaggerating
But I have friends who couldn't play sport
because of a simple foul move
imagine some one who loves sport
couldn't play sport because of your ignorance?

If you love something and I took it away from you
at the least expected scenario
how will you feel???
It's just a game
there's no need to resort to pushing and pulling
please think about it

Especially people out there!
anyone who play sport
or do other things
if you wanna win or excel
do in uprightly !

Life is a song and I'll play for you.

Sunday, November 2, 2008 at 11/02/2008 08:10:00 PM

Too tired to post till like now
Was quite happy
Though I stayed at home today But i did something nice yesterday !

Woke up at 5.30 am yesterday
as I need to reach harbourfront by 7 am
However it was raining heavily!
tempting me to continue sleeping
BUT i quickly woke up and went to take a bath

However despite waking up early
I'm still late due to the bad weather I only reached
there at 7.15-7.30
Luckily for me because of the wet weather
the bus came late too!>.<

The children reached at around 9.15
And it was still drizzling
so 1 by 1 we started to fetch them with the umbrellas sponsored by PAYM
We are supposed to stick with the child we fetched
and frankly speaking I wasn't too happy at first
because he's more severe in the spectrum of autism
to him the world is open for him everything is open to him
so he would loiter around and touched every single things
hmm in simpler terms itchy hands

At first it was hard getting him to follow me
and I followed around like a maid
however, I slowly got the hang of it and managed to "control" him
or rather get him to listen to me :)
I'm really proud of myself even the volunteer in charge said "wow! you're good"
I smiled and say thank you
She say hey really!You're good LOL
And the best thing is even the teacher of the autism kid says
wow you're handling it well you're suited to be an autism teacher
I don know if she was just saying it so i can do a better job

but whatever the case was I'm still happy ^^
And despite the fact that
I don really like him at first
because he keep ignoring me
but slowly I think he started to let me get into his world
He started holding me tightly and point to the sky
"look! there's a sky Something" (i couldn't catch sky what)
Then I pretend to be excited with him and
he said " I want to be a sky something when i grow up"
I just reply wow!!
and pretend to be happy with him he started clapping
I was really happy that moment sincerely happy :)

However there's some things I am not satisfied with myself
I kept saying No you can't do this..
sort of restricting his freedom
but I have to do it because otherwise he will hurt himself
What I regretted was I didn't explain why he can't do that
All I said was no and stuff.
which in early childhood practices we can't do that :(
But nvm I'll try to improve on it :)

Before the activity end he wrote me a note
dear ariadotta
Thank you very much
he drew a heart and flower and wrote his name
Ok he spelled my name wrongly
but I don mind that's what makes him cuter ^^
Didn't managed to take a photo of
the child I'm in charge
Because i forgot :(
so anyone who went for the outing got his pic?
send me yeah??? :)

Life is a song and I'll play for you.