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Times passes so fast
2 more days Just 2 more days and New year is arriving well I do have some new year resolution which I hope to fulfill 1) Can I have some one who love me for who I am ?? 2) Can I try to be more tolerant and patient? last but not least... 3) Can I fulfill whatever i want to fulfill?? Ok nvm But I'll try whatever it is I'm gonna let each year get better I have confidence that 1 day 1 fine day people will start saying wow is she the avier i used to know? she's so different now 1 fine day and that day will come by I know it will :)
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
28/12/2008
went to Jia Yi house to ton together with steve on Saturday we only slept at like 4 am Because they accompany me back to Pasir ris Then with the intention of taking NR to town before taking cab to Jia Yi house BUT there's no NR around at all -.- retard!!!! Anyway after we woke up we went to have lunch at KFC!!! YAY!!! After that proceed back to jia Yi's house Den around 7 plus we went to Jurong Point to have dinner and at the same time shop for his dad present So with my taste Jia yi managed to buy a shirt for his dad a very nice shirt in fact so proud of my taste!!!! lol After that we went to dinner at Thai Express Then as usual camwhore~~~ OH!!! BTW I had a new haircut!!!   the best thing about my hair is ~~~TADA  SHORT hair~~~So cool right???  Then there come my dinnertom yum seafood looks very bland but omg it's fantastic  take what take! eat la!*chuckles*  see the amount of chilli padi?i request for it lol and super shiok!!!  You wanna know what happens if you take too much chilli??? lol This is what happens!!! TaDA!!! The classic shot!  SAUSAGE MOUTH!!!lol ok with this I end my post lol
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
Haha Yesterday was a fun day at work
But At first it was boring like hell -.- No customer only 3 pathetic counter for clothes so i'm there to kill the mosquito! haha The most pathetic thing is! NO MOSQUITO !!! what is this man??? However around 9 pm I started making new friends kai ying and cai di Kai Ying is from hypnosis and Cai di from Flare Both attached to Isetan's scotts Kai Ying only worked at scotts for a day Cai di will be working till 26 So I hoped will get to see her again haha and we exchanged numbers Sometimes it's so unexpected we get to make new friends because we all got a common factor LOL SIANZATION lol But whatever it is I hoped that I won have to work at robinson ever again!!! worst experience EVER!!!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
DISGUSTED
I'm so disgusted by myself why do i have to let my anger took over me why do i have to flare over the slightest thing Why can't I just stay calm even for a minute?? She's already old and Yes her constant nagging is a nuisance even though I know what I'm doing But why couldn't I just bear with it ? I have learnt that when a person says something be it the constant scolding, nagging or even beating That's because they still care so why am i so irritated Just because she nags. Why do I have to show it out ? and being rude to her when all she did was caring for me and all i return is the flaring of my temper As she walked away Realization hits in and Guilt washed over me But I did not apologise All I did was sit in my chair and regret what I just did I let my pride get in the way I couldn't get the sorry out anyway I know that some day some how I will regret what i did but I just couldn't bring myself to say I'm sorry Now all I can say is I'm disgusted totally disgusted by what I just did .
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
Disappointed
:( went the impresario audition today and I screwed it up went offbeat!!! ahhhhh~~~~ so pissed with myself BUT i guess i deserve it because i didn't practise That is why i'm so pissed with myself!!! Lesson learnt : Never go to a battle without preparation! Haiz He was quite impressed with my shi yin But My rhythm have to screw up everything! fuck! shall stop here bye
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
I'm bored...
woke up earlier today to go down to ite Hq for some job well a 2 day's job is always better den none :( BUT I NEED HIGH PAYING JOB!!!!!! Maybe i should consider being a prostitute? :x haha just joking! trying to be lame-.- hehe but then again maybe I give myself to them foc I think no 1 wants also :( So bored Another 5 minutes i gtg and prepare I'll post again some day Till then TAta!!! I just come here to type crap u have waste 3-5 minutes of your time reading crap ;p hehe
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
13/12/2008 Went out to some weird weird place at Bukit Gombak.
The air was fresh and the scenery was super good I LIKE!!! BUT that place quite small too bad...    Nice right??? Cannot imagine i will actually go to this type of place haha! Then Something happen today lol When I was about to reach home I saw jefferson, qing yang and kim guan at pasir ris interchange I was having deep thought so i didn't notice them till jeff wave directly in front of my face So I said hi and stuff and did some catching up haha Jeff was my crush 4 years ago! HAD a SUPER DUPER big crush on him and guess what? He said You've become prettier compared to the past! LOL My heart flew into the air lol Till now I couldn't stop grinning lol ;p Yup that was the end of my day lol To someone: Don't have to worry :) I'm fine And It's not that easy to make me sad though haha unless i love you :x oops 14/12/08 Currently at Jia Yi's house Will be staying over at his house till tml den go straight to meet cy they all for project will upload some photos tml haha *loves* Till then tata!!!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
Sometimes
Sometimes I just feel that I am Not appreciated by people around me I don know why But I just feel that way I guess that's what happen When u don have a close friend as in close all the way whatever! Maybe I should just fuck it maybe I should just give up
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
Now About Yesterday's mini celebration.
we had a small gift exchange like I said and this is what I've received :)   Additional presents  An Eco bag 2 sided Another 1 was a chocolate bar lol It was delicious!!! Not a Singapore chocolate haha You know why there's no picture right? because it is inside my fat stomach! lol yummy!!! was rather touched to receive those present because it's unexpected and really sweet of them even fara's present :) because she told me that she didn't see me wear a necklace b4 that's why she bought it for me Awww~~~ *touched* Took some photos with class mates & my lecturers during & after celebration both very pretty lecturer! I swear!  I look so fat but cute here lol   Ms Dorcas, a very elegant lady at first glance after that hmmm lol her true colours are out!   Ms Pearl, my lecturer and married at the age of only 23!!!she's my role model! I wanna be like her! haha  After that was Interact Club we held an event in the auditorium and all I can say is everything cropped up There is supposed to be a bus fetching the old folks by 2 pm and reached school at 3 pm BUT THE BUS DID NOT APPEAR! AND they have to wait for another bus ! they only reached school at 4.30 pm so everything have to be cut short :( And I performed I FORGOT my lyrics!!! ahhh~~ But the old folks are very very sweet :) After i sang I went to join a bunch of uncle cos I am supposed to sit in an empty seats with them to take photos then as they were getting ready Me: Uncles I sing nice or not? Uncles : NICE!!! Me: really? i 4got my lyrics :( too nervous (actually too tired) Uncles: never mind Still very nice! 1 particular uncle damn nice he said happy can already come here happy can liao nice or not nice nvm :) haha Then 1 aunty come telling me That I have a nice voice So happy!!!! and the best thing is No one complained or grumble for waiting so long for the bus They told us that they understand it's not our fault i was so touched because it just shows that all your effort and kindness are not forgotten they don scold you or complained just because of 1 event they remembered that we helped them and they appreciated it :) And I feel really happy :) Overall!!! I'm happy!!! PHOTOS TIME!!! shan wei, eileen, me, kay, shihui on kay's lap  The rest I have to wait for shihui to load in her blog haha  And my blessing this year? It is getting into ITE I get to do many things and learned many things I've never learned before and the best thing is I don't have to learn through hard lessons This is the first time in my life I know what I want and I am working towards it This is also the most fruitful year of my entire life so far :) Because i Get to fill up people's bucket and that makes me happy :)
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
Ohhh... This is so gonna be a long post! haha so I will be Putting this into 2 post I promised to show you the pictures of the gifts i made for them so tata!!!  The materials.  In the Process of making  TaDA!!!! It's done!!!!  Lay har's and Yu zhen's  Ms Pearl & Dorcas's  Last but not least! B,C&I's   Not bad huh? Though i didn't take ages to finish all these And The sewing is not perfect BUT i swear I tried to make it as perfect as can be already But As usual I am not an art person so yeah! Anyway I still hope you guys will like it :) Now The jiggly Julee event! hmm It was a BIG success Because the children are very active and had been very happy and enjoying themselves. However I've already concluded There will be no way I be the sound master again! lol Because there's no focus on me at all :( so sad LOA! from this event i can now confirm Without Attention I'll not survive!! So please give me All your attention haha!  Me and Hui min Haha I really salute her!!! She did so many things by herself and although she's frustrated she did not complain she just say nvm nvm And I guess all the hard work pays off yeah pal? haha 
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
PHEW!!!!
everything is almost over!!! Yeah!!!! Hmm It's 12.40 am now and i haven't sleep I'm making present for some ppl in class Not only for gift exchange but also Just give it to some of my closer friend in class Hmmm I really spent lots of time making it And I really really Hope that they'll like it :) Ok right now I've gt to go and sleep Tml I'll post out the pictures of the things I've made And also some details of jiggly julee event Anyway It was a GREAT success Hard work had Paid off! Now my only trouble is I need a part time job!!! I'm SERIOUSLY broke!!! ahhh!!!! tata!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
I'M TIRED!!!! BUT I'M HAPPY NOW!!!!
Actually I was about to complain that i'm tired and I feel dumb doing so many things when there are people out there slacking and stuffs.... However Around 1 hour ago I've learnt something That is Some times people are not blind People know who contributes and who does not Most importantly a lesson I've learnt There must always be free loaders or some one out there that's not so good so that those that contributes shines out. Why do i say that? You can ask me if you like :) haha But whatever it is As much as I'm tired and stuff And I wanna take eggs and throw it straight to their face I really have to thank these people Or I wouldn't have a platform to prove myself :) Thanks alot.. And ok I'm not being sarcastic I mean it! Today is a short post Because I need to Complete SOOO many stuffs But I have so little time! tata!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
NICE
Nice people doesn't always have a happy ending Because all good things will always come to an end. People come and go People stop and stare They contribute a little to all your emotions Sometimes they just leave you with your mouth gaped open And you don't understand what had just happen. Sometimes the things you do You don't understand why ? Sometimes the things that occur leaves you asking why? They say you're a nice girl You deserve someone better but at the end of the day you just laughed and say Tell me what's better? Sometimes you thought that you're strong But when you're alone and no one come along it just feel like everything's gone once again they say You're a nice girl you deserve something better oh please tell me why do they leave you when you're a nice girl?
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
3/12/08 Normal school day
nothing special However Because Ms Pearl is getting married this saturday Lay Har bought cake and fruit tart to class to help Ms pearl celebrate :) so yeah we got to eat free cakes and tarts and Oh My!!! the tart is super nice can!!! Yummy!!!   Beautiful teacher :p Supposedly ABCD and I But oh well *shrug*  By right early Dismissal today however Have to stay back for the drama thingy BUT the thing is Most of the important roles were not there some buy props some just went home because they're TIRED So the people with small roles stay back -.- how cool is that? dance for 1 hour Thanks ar! For those that went home you just shown how irresponsible you can be *shake head* 5/12/08 Once again stayed back for Drama Basically the whole day is for us to settle our props for the Jiggly Julee event that's going to be held in our school :) Hmmm And again stayed back till 5 plus  My horse head! Nice right!! I put in lots of effort k!  Horse and crocodile head, horse tail! nice right!  After this I went to meet Cy at bishan PlatformWent to national library to catch a drama SNOW WHITE Directed by Hosen Leong The show was good However i doze off a few times but that's because i'm really tired from all the staying back But Nonetheless I still enjoyed the show alot!!!! The wicked Queen~  Prince Charming~~  Photo taken with with QUEEN  Wanted to take photo with Snow whiteBut she too popular among the kids so sad :(  This handsome guy hugged me!!!LOL I don know what is his name But who cares? He's cute lol!! But Cy made use of me -.- Cos she wanna take a picture of him so she used me! so bad right :( But nvm la handsome guy hugged me leh *grin widely* 5/12/08 Was very tired today! Got no idea why!!! I guessed my brain had been fully drained past few days!!! can you imagine? 4 days in the role going home after 5 everyday! OMG!!! Today I go home before 5!!!! Actually the rest go home at 2 plus -.- My life is so sad! But nevermind! Everything is gonna be over! Holiday's coming!!! CAN'T WAIT!!!!>.<
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
does it hurt to tell the truth?
Does it hurt to say what you feel? does it hurt anyway? It hurts to know that people are not being truthful It hurts to know that people just complained about everything but doing nothing to help but it hurts even more when you're trying to do something about it no one lends a helping hand . Yes The truth always hurts but at least that person receive a chance to change and do something about it . What hurts most is the person knows nothing about it and you expect them to change that is too hard too difficult sometimes truth don necessary hurt if you can take a little time + patience to just explain has it occur to anyone of you? Sometimes just but not telling the truth you've already dipped in the bucket sometimes just by your action the bucket can be full of holes and because it's full of holes it's trying to get back to you has it occurred to anyone of you? I guess not... But I understand how it feel because it hurts . Please try to understand please....
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
Finally!!!
All projects OVER!!! Left with the Jiggly Julee event. Finally can take a breath and rest awhile Before the next project AGAIN! Anyway I've watched a show called Lend a helping hand where Christopher Lee and Quan yi fong Went to the different house to help the less fortunate people This episode is OMG! It leaves such a deep impression that it is etched in my mind This episode is about this old man at the age of 75 still supporting 2 child 1 grandchildren and 1 wife He is a rag and bone man So he collects many "junk" and sells it to other people However sometimes he couldn't agree on the price he decided to keep his "junk" and the house is full of junk that It only leaves them with a small passage way to walk from the living room ALL the way to the kitchen? can you imagine? I bet you can't! Because it is so so bad that it is beyond human's imagination Because it is basically a rubbish dump! no human can live there man!! But they actually live there! This man had 5 children 2 of his daughters jumped off the building and died the eldest daughter traumatized by this event got depression or some sort like this and he support the whole family a 75 year old support the whole family! I wanna cry you know when i see this My heart ached so much till now it still ached Then i began to realized how fortunate I really am Yes I may be poor I may have alot of setbacks but none of this can be compared to his and he is still there hanging strong . why is it that people who are less fortunate always try so much harder to survive ? Where as the others? The people who are more fortunate wanna commit suicide for the slightest reason! EH PLEASE PEOPLE! OPEN YOUR EYES WIDER! THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE LIVING LIFE IN HELL and there you are wasting your life Actually I don care if you guys wanna die But I just feel that before you die donate some of your items to them since you won be needing them anymore! Please! Cherish people around you cherish what you have a comfortable home because out there people don't even have a decent home to stay too That's all I can say Think about it .
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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