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Monday, December 29, 2008 at 12/29/2008 11:48:00 PM

Times passes so fast
2 more days
Just 2 more days and New year is arriving

well I do have some new year resolution
which I hope to fulfill

1) Can I have some one who love me for who I am ??
2) Can I try to be more tolerant and patient?
last but not least...
3) Can I fulfill whatever i want to fulfill??

Ok nvm
But I'll try
whatever it is
I'm gonna let each year get better

I have confidence that
1 day
1 fine day people will start saying
wow is she the avier i used to know?
she's so different now

1 fine day
and that day will come by
I know it will :)

Life is a song and I'll play for you.


at 12/29/2008 03:27:00 PM

28/12/2008
went to Jia Yi house to ton together with steve on Saturday
we only slept at like 4 am
Because they accompany me back to Pasir ris
Then with the intention of
taking NR to town before taking cab to Jia Yi house
BUT there's no NR around at all
-.-
retard!!!!

Anyway after we woke up
we went to have lunch at
KFC!!! YAY!!!

After that proceed back to jia Yi's house
Den around 7 plus we went to Jurong Point
to have dinner and at the same time shop for his
dad present
So with my taste
Jia yi managed to buy a shirt for his dad
a very nice shirt in fact
so proud of my taste!!!!
lol

After that we went to dinner at Thai Express
Then as usual camwhore~~~
OH!!! BTW I had a new haircut!!!

the best thing about my hair is ~~~
TADA
SHORT hair~~~
So cool right???
Then there come my dinner
tom yum seafood
looks very bland but omg it's fantastic

take what take! eat la!
*chuckles*
see the amount of chilli padi?
i request for it lol and super shiok!!!

You wanna know what happens
if you take too much chilli???
lol
This is what happens!!! TaDA!!!
The classic shot!

SAUSAGE MOUTH!!!
lol

ok with this I end my post
lol

Life is a song and I'll play for you.


Tuesday, December 23, 2008 at 12/23/2008 03:09:00 PM

Haha Yesterday was a fun day at work
But At first it was boring like hell
-.-
No customer
only 3 pathetic counter for clothes
so i'm there to kill the mosquito!
haha
The most pathetic thing is! NO MOSQUITO !!!
what is this man???

However around 9 pm
I started making new friends
kai ying and cai di
Kai Ying is from hypnosis
and Cai di from Flare
Both attached to Isetan's scotts
Kai Ying only worked at scotts for a day
Cai di will be working till 26
So I hoped will get to see her again

haha and we exchanged numbers
Sometimes it's so unexpected
we get to make new friends
because we all got a common factor
LOL
SIANZATION
lol

But whatever it is
I hoped that I won have to work at robinson ever again!!!
worst experience EVER!!!

Life is a song and I'll play for you.


Monday, December 22, 2008 at 12/22/2008 04:33:00 PM

DISGUSTED


I'm so disgusted by myself
why do i have to let my anger took over me
why do i have to flare over the slightest thing
Why can't I just stay calm even for a minute??

She's already old and
Yes her constant nagging is a nuisance
even though I know what I'm doing
But why couldn't I just bear with it ?

I have learnt that when a person says something
be it the constant scolding, nagging or even beating
That's because they still care
so why am i so irritated Just because she nags.

Why do I have to show it out ?
and being rude to her
when all she did was caring for me
and all i return is the flaring of my temper

As she walked away
Realization hits in
and Guilt washed over me
But I did not apologise

All I did was sit in my chair
and regret what I just did
I let my pride get in the way
I couldn't get the sorry out anyway

I know that some day some how
I will regret what i did
but I just couldn't bring myself
to say I'm sorry

Now all I can say is
I'm disgusted
totally disgusted
by what I just did .



Life is a song and I'll play for you.


Sunday, December 21, 2008 at 12/21/2008 05:00:00 PM

Disappointed
:(

went the impresario audition today
and I screwed it up
went offbeat!!!
ahhhhh~~~~
so pissed with myself


BUT i guess i deserve it
because i didn't practise
That is why i'm so pissed with myself!!!
Lesson learnt : Never go to a battle without preparation!

Haiz He was quite impressed with my shi yin
But My rhythm have to screw up everything!
fuck!
shall stop here
bye


Life is a song and I'll play for you.


Wednesday, December 17, 2008 at 12/17/2008 07:54:00 AM

I'm bored...
woke up earlier today to go down to ite Hq
for some job
well a 2 day's job is always better den none :(

BUT I NEED HIGH PAYING JOB!!!!!!
Maybe i should consider being a prostitute?
:x
haha just joking!
trying to be lame-.-
hehe
but then again maybe I give myself to them foc
I think no 1 wants also
:(

So bored
Another 5 minutes i gtg and prepare
I'll post again some day
Till then TAta!!!

I just come here to type crap
u have waste 3-5 minutes of your time reading crap ;p
hehe


Life is a song and I'll play for you.


Sunday, December 14, 2008 at 12/14/2008 11:16:00 PM

13/12/2008
Went out to some weird weird place at Bukit Gombak.
The air was fresh and the scenery
was super good
I LIKE!!!
BUT that place quite small
too bad...



Nice right???
Cannot imagine i will actually go to this type of place haha!
Then Something happen today lol
When I was about to reach home
I saw jefferson, qing yang and kim guan at pasir ris interchange
I was having deep thought so i didn't notice them
till jeff wave directly in front of my face
So I said hi and stuff
and did some catching up
haha
Jeff was my crush 4 years ago!
HAD a SUPER DUPER big crush on him
and guess what?
He said You've become prettier compared to the past!
LOL
My heart flew into the air
lol
Till now I couldn't stop grinning lol ;p
Yup that was the end of my day lol

To someone: Don't have to worry :)
I'm fine And It's not that easy to make me sad though haha
unless i love you :x oops

14/12/08
Currently at Jia Yi's house
Will be staying over at his house till tml
den go straight to meet cy they all for project
will upload some photos tml
haha
*loves*
Till then tata!!!

Life is a song and I'll play for you.


at 12/14/2008 04:38:00 PM

Sometimes

Sometimes I just feel that I am
Not appreciated by people around me
I don know why
But I just feel that way
I guess that's what happen
When u don have a close friend
as in close all the way
whatever!

Maybe I should just fuck it


maybe I should just give up

Life is a song and I'll play for you.


Saturday, December 13, 2008 at 12/13/2008 02:41:00 PM


Now About Yesterday's mini celebration.
we had a small gift exchange like I said
and this is what I've received :)
Additional presents

An Eco bag
2 sided



Another 1 was a chocolate bar
lol
It was delicious!!! Not a Singapore chocolate
haha
You know why there's no picture right?
because it is inside my fat stomach! lol yummy!!!

was rather touched to receive those present
because it's unexpected and really sweet of them
even fara's present :)
because she told me that she didn't see me wear a necklace b4 that's why she bought it
for me
Awww~~~ *touched*

Took some photos with class mates & my lecturers during & after celebration
both very pretty lecturer! I swear!


I look so fat but cute here lol

Ms Dorcas, a very elegant lady at first glance
after that hmmm lol her true colours are out!

Ms Pearl, my lecturer and married at the age of only 23!!!
she's my role model!
I wanna be like her! haha


After that was Interact Club
we held an event in the auditorium
and all I can say is everything cropped up
There is supposed to be a bus fetching the old folks by 2 pm
and reached school at 3 pm
BUT THE BUS DID NOT APPEAR!
AND they have to wait for another bus !
they only reached school at 4.30 pm
so everything have to be cut short :(

And I performed
I FORGOT my lyrics!!! ahhh~~
But the old folks are very very sweet :)
After i sang I went to join a bunch of uncle
cos I am supposed to sit in an empty seats with them
to take photos
then as they were getting ready

Me: Uncles I sing nice or not?
Uncles : NICE!!!
Me: really? i 4got my lyrics :( too nervous (actually too tired)
Uncles: never mind Still very nice!
1 particular uncle damn nice he said happy can already
come here happy can liao
nice or not nice nvm :)
haha
Then 1 aunty come telling me That I have a nice voice
So happy!!!!

and the best thing is No one complained or grumble
for waiting so long for the bus
They told us that they understand it's not our fault
i was so touched
because it just shows that
all your effort and kindness are not forgotten
they don scold you or complained just because of 1 event
they remembered that we helped them and they appreciated it :)

And I feel really happy :)

Overall!!! I'm happy!!!

PHOTOS TIME!!!
shan wei, eileen, me, kay, shihui on kay's lap
The rest I have to wait for shihui to load in her blog haha


And my blessing this year?
It is getting into ITE
I get to do many things and learned many things I've never learned before
and the best thing is
I don't have to learn through hard lessons
This is the first time in my life
I know what I want
and I am working towards it
This is also the most fruitful year of my entire life so far :)
Because i Get to fill up people's bucket
and that makes me happy :)


Life is a song and I'll play for you.


at 12/13/2008 02:16:00 PM

Ohhh... This is so gonna be a long post! haha
so I will be Putting this into 2 post I promised to show you
the pictures of the gifts i made for them so tata!!!



The materials.

In the Process of making


TaDA!!!! It's done!!!!

Lay har's and Yu zhen's

Ms Pearl & Dorcas's

Last but not least! B,C&I's


Not bad huh?
Though i didn't take ages to finish all these
And The sewing is not perfect
BUT i swear I tried to make it as perfect as can be already
But As usual I am not an art person
so yeah!
Anyway I still hope you guys will like it :)

Now The jiggly Julee event!
hmm It was a BIG success
Because the children are very active
and had been very happy and enjoying themselves.
However I've already concluded
There will be no way I be the sound master again!
lol
Because there's no focus on me at all :( so sad
LOA!
from this event i can now confirm
Without Attention I'll not survive!! So please give me All your attention
haha!



Me and Hui min
Haha I really salute her!!!
She did so many things by herself and although she's frustrated
she did not complain she just say nvm nvm
And I guess all the hard work pays off yeah pal?
haha



Life is a song and I'll play for you.


Friday, December 12, 2008 at 12/12/2008 12:45:00 AM

PHEW!!!!
everything is almost over!!! Yeah!!!!
Hmm It's 12.40 am now
and i haven't sleep

I'm making present for some ppl in class
Not only for gift exchange but also
Just give it to some of my closer friend in class

Hmmm I really spent lots of time making it And I really really
Hope that they'll like it :)

Ok right now I've gt to go and sleep
Tml I'll post out the pictures
of the things I've made
And also some details of jiggly julee event

Anyway It was a GREAT success
Hard work had Paid off!

Now my only trouble is I need a part time job!!!
I'm SERIOUSLY broke!!! ahhh!!!!


tata!

Life is a song and I'll play for you.


Tuesday, December 9, 2008 at 12/09/2008 09:28:00 PM

I'M TIRED!!!! BUT I'M HAPPY NOW!!!!

Actually I was about to complain that i'm tired
and I feel dumb doing so many things
when there are people out there slacking
and stuffs....

However Around 1 hour ago
I've learnt something
That is Some times people are not blind
People know who contributes and who does not

Most importantly a lesson I've learnt
There must always be free loaders or some one out there that's not so good
so that those that contributes shines out.
Why do i say that?
You can ask me if you like :)
haha

But whatever it is
As much as I'm tired and stuff
And I wanna take eggs and throw it straight to their face
I really have to thank these people
Or I wouldn't have a platform to prove myself :)
Thanks alot..
And ok I'm not being sarcastic
I mean it!

Today is a short post
Because I need to Complete SOOO many stuffs
But I have so little time!
tata!

Life is a song and I'll play for you.


Sunday, December 7, 2008 at 12/07/2008 10:38:00 PM

NICE

Nice people doesn't always have a happy ending
Because all good things will always come to an end.
People come and go
People stop and stare

They contribute a little to all your emotions
Sometimes they just leave you
with your mouth gaped open
And you don't understand what had just happen.

Sometimes the things you do
You don't understand why ?
Sometimes the things that occur
leaves you asking why?

They say you're a nice girl
You deserve someone better
but at the end of the day you just laughed and say
Tell me what's better?

Sometimes you thought that you're strong
But when you're alone
and no one come along
it just feel like everything's gone

once again they say
You're a nice girl you deserve something better
oh please tell me why do they leave you
when you're a nice girl?




Life is a song and I'll play for you.


Friday, December 5, 2008 at 12/05/2008 08:29:00 PM


3/12/08
Normal school day
nothing special
However Because Ms Pearl is getting married this saturday
Lay Har bought cake and fruit tart
to class to help Ms pearl celebrate :)
so yeah we got to eat free cakes and tarts
and Oh My!!! the tart is super nice can!!!
Yummy!!!

Beautiful teacher :p

Supposedly ABCD and I But oh well *shrug*
By right early Dismissal today
however Have to stay back for the drama thingy
BUT the thing is
Most of the important roles were not there
some buy props
some just went home because they're TIRED
So the people with small roles stay back -.-
how cool is that?
dance for 1 hour
Thanks ar!
For those that went home
you just shown how
irresponsible you can be *shake head*


5/12/08
Once again stayed back for Drama
Basically the whole day is for us
to settle our props for the
Jiggly Julee event that's going to be held
in our school :)
Hmmm And again stayed back till 5 plus


My horse head! Nice right!! I put in lots of effort k!
Horse and crocodile head, horse tail! nice right!
After this I went to meet Cy at bishan Platform
Went to national library to catch a drama
SNOW WHITE
Directed by Hosen Leong
The show was good
However i doze off a few times
but that's because i'm really tired from all the staying back
But Nonetheless I still enjoyed the show alot!!!!

The wicked Queen~

Prince Charming~~
Photo taken with with QUEEN
Wanted to take photo with Snow white
But she too popular among the kids
so sad :(

This handsome guy hugged me!!!
LOL I don know what is his name
But who cares?
He's cute lol!!
But Cy made use of me -.-
Cos she wanna take a picture of him
so she used me! so bad right :(
But nvm la handsome guy hugged me leh
*grin widely*


5/12/08
Was very tired today!
Got no idea why!!!
I guessed my brain had been fully drained past few days!!!
can you imagine?
4 days in the role going home after 5 everyday!
OMG!!!
Today I go home before 5!!!!
Actually the rest go home at 2 plus -.-
My life is so sad!

But nevermind!
Everything is gonna be over! Holiday's coming!!!
CAN'T WAIT!!!!>.<

Life is a song and I'll play for you.


Tuesday, December 2, 2008 at 12/02/2008 09:21:00 PM

does it hurt to tell the truth?
Does it hurt to say what you feel?
does it hurt anyway?

It hurts to know that people are not being truthful
It hurts to know that people just complained about everything
but doing nothing to help
but it hurts even more when you're trying to do something about it
no one lends a helping hand .

Yes The truth always hurts
but at least that person receive a chance to change
and do something about it .
What hurts most is
the person knows nothing about it
and you expect them to change
that is too hard
too difficult

sometimes truth don necessary hurt if you
can take a little time + patience to just explain
has it occur to anyone of you?
Sometimes just but not telling the truth
you've already dipped in the bucket
sometimes just by your action
the bucket can be full of holes
and because it's full of holes
it's trying to get back to you
has it occurred to anyone of you?

I guess not...


But I understand how it feel
because it hurts .
Please try to understand
please....



Life is a song and I'll play for you.


Monday, December 1, 2008 at 12/01/2008 09:45:00 PM

Finally!!!
All projects OVER!!!
Left with the Jiggly Julee event.
Finally can take a breath and rest awhile
Before the next project AGAIN!

Anyway I've watched a show called
Lend a helping hand
where Christopher Lee and Quan yi fong
Went to the different house to help the less fortunate people

This episode is OMG!
It leaves such a deep impression
that it is etched in my mind

This episode is about this old man at the age of 75
still supporting 2 child 1 grandchildren and 1 wife
He is a rag and bone man
So he collects many "junk"
and sells it to other people
However sometimes he couldn't agree on the price
he decided to keep his "junk"
and the house is full of junk that
It only leaves them with a small passage way to walk
from the living room ALL the way
to the kitchen?
can you imagine?


I bet you can't!
Because it is so so bad that it is beyond human's
imagination
Because it is basically a rubbish dump!
no human can live there man!!
But they actually live there!

This man had 5 children
2 of his daughters jumped off the building and died
the eldest daughter traumatized by this event
got depression or some sort like this
and he support the whole family
a 75 year old support the whole family!

I wanna cry you know when i see this
My heart ached so much
till now it still ached
Then i began to realized how fortunate I really am
Yes I may be poor
I may have alot of setbacks
but none of this can be compared to his
and he is still there hanging strong .

why is it that people who are less fortunate
always try so much harder to survive ?
Where as the others?
The people who are more fortunate wanna commit suicide
for the slightest reason!

EH PLEASE PEOPLE!
OPEN YOUR EYES WIDER!
THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE LIVING LIFE IN HELL
and there you are wasting your life

Actually I don care if you guys wanna die
But I just feel that before you die
donate some of your items to them
since you won be needing them anymore!

Please!
Cherish people around you
cherish what you have
a comfortable home
because out there people don't even have a decent home to stay too

That's all I can say
Think about it .

Life is a song and I'll play for you.