DISGUSTED


I'm so disgusted by myself
why do i have to let my anger took over me
why do i have to flare over the slightest thing
Why can't I just stay calm even for a minute??

She's already old and
Yes her constant nagging is a nuisance
even though I know what I'm doing
But why couldn't I just bear with it ?

I have learnt that when a person says something
be it the constant scolding, nagging or even beating
That's because they still care
so why am i so irritated Just because she nags.

Why do I have to show it out ?
and being rude to her
when all she did was caring for me
and all i return is the flaring of my temper

As she walked away
Realization hits in
and Guilt washed over me
But I did not apologise

All I did was sit in my chair
and regret what I just did
I let my pride get in the way
I couldn't get the sorry out anyway

I know that some day some how
I will regret what i did
but I just couldn't bring myself
to say I'm sorry

Now all I can say is
I'm disgusted
totally disgusted
by what I just did .