HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!
Time passes so quickily
another year had passed in the blink of eyes
and I really hate to say good bye to 2008
because i had a greatest year in 2008

To year 2008 :
You shall always be remembered deeply
because this year
I became active in Human pet
I get to know many wonderful people :)
People who don know you
but they truely care about you :)

special thanks to Lee: someone who is there for me ,
a listening ear when i lost him (ex)
I really feel very touched that someone you don know
is willing to listen to you and make you laugh
Though for some reason we are not close
BUT I'll never forget his simple actions
of asking how I am
And encouraging me just to make me smile :)
Thanks Lee:)

2008, u shall always be remembered
because This year
I finally discovered my true self
something which i haven't discover
and Deep inside i changed alot
I began to find joy in helping the less fortunate
I began to love my course and finally am working on it
even though i'm still lazy and not working very hard BUT
at least i am doing something about it :)

You will always be remembered
because This year I finally
had the taste of loving some one :)
I know how it feels to love some one
how it hurts and how happy and satisfied
I can feel :)
Although i recovered quite fast
Because I love myself more
I don want to be in sadness permanently
But sometimes i still thought of him
This is something I never experienced before
in ALL my past relationships :)
But 2008 had me experienced it :)
Most importantly :)

I learnt something which I am still trying to grasp
that is learn to accept death
because i find this quote very true
when you learnt how to die u learnt how to leave :)

Lastly, This year I learnt how to be healthy
during the last few months of
2008 :)
I am no longer drinking sweet drinks
unless I cannot bear with it
even so I only drank a little :)
and I am more health conscious and
slimmed down 12 kg in 4 months
:)
and though I'm still fat :)
But I think I've become prettier :) haha
perhaps because my thinking had changed
and my looks sort of change t00 :)
I had a glow which i haven seen before :)
I am more confident
this time it's really confidence :)
I am confident that 1 day
i'll be the happiest woman on earth :)

year 2008 had been really fruitful :)

However I won say it is hard letting 2008 go
because every year i grow
either physically or mentally :)
so I am actually looking forward to year 2009
I wanna see what I have learnt and fulfill on 2009 :)

Of course I'm not perfect
I still have many things to change
and I'm trying
BUT no I am not trying to be perfect :)
I just strive to be better each year :)


I can see that 2009
is going to be another fruitful year :)

with this i shall end here :)

goodbye 2008...
and to all : I hope you all enjoyed each year :)
what I've learnt : It's ok to screw up
It's ok when people all hate you and despise you
I've been through that
BUT remember not to give up :)
continue your life and love yourself
and change for the better
because when most people hate you
there must be something wrong with you
don find excuse for yourself
find the problem and solve it
After you done all this you'll realise that
life is different in fact it's better :)
trust me :)

My blessing for everyone :
Please let everyone love each other more
care for each other more
Be truthful to one another help each other change
help each other shine and love in place so dark
where it is impossible to :)
please stop killing our own breed
and start saving the world :)

with this I end my post

world peace people :)

when life pulls you down ~~