刚刚到家不久
现在才吃晚餐
年尾的工程真的耗费了好多好多精力
也花了不少钱
总共花了七十多块
不说了
要尽快吃晚餐继续工作
再见!

Yesterday went to Julee house to
do our projects for ms pearl's learning centre
and guess what?
we started at 11 plus and we did it till
9 plus pm
OMG!!!! it was super duper tiring!!!
and we still got some more things to do man!


and guess what's the most amazing part???
when i went to sleep
I dreamt of PROJECTS!!!
Trying to finish it up
and presenting it
and then i woke up!
LOL


Is this what they call 日有所思，夜有所梦
haha

Went for the installation program today
Well for those who don know
Installation = installed as a BOD
means they will pass down the "holy badge" and
TADA!!! I'm the new leader
LOL

Anyway it was quite fun
haha
except for all the boring talk
I really like it when u stand in front of the stage
and your senior put on the badge for you
and next moment you're officially a BOD
It's like so so cool
because i've never tried it before..

Took a WHOLE load of photos
BUT i don have it with me
since my stupid phone decided to stop functioning
so shi hui
if you do see this blog
quick!!!!
POST OUT ALL THE PHOTOS!!!
LOL!!!

alright shall stop here tata!!!

I'm happy today...
It's been a long time
a long time since i've let my hair down
and really enjoy..

I mean Though i still have fun sometimes
but it isn't the same
for a few friends to sit down with a guitar
singing songs
lol or rather song~ -.-
hmmm

We were supposed to perform something
for a group because of their event
so yeah
I'm really happy seriously
partly because we haven been hanging out anymore either


Suddenly i got something to tell everyone of them
I seriously missed the old ABCD
seriously
maybe because we haven know each other
too well back then
and everything is simpler back then
i guess..
I missed the days where me, Cy and don used to go out
and complained Jordon wouldn't let Belin out
Because we really want her to join

I missed the times when me and belin
would talk about how we "suffered" last night
because of boyfriends
haha
I missed the days that
when i didn't come to school Belin would scold me
and asked me to come to school
I REALLY REALLY missed all that

Because somehow
I can't feel the care and concern
we had for each other now
Everyday that passes are just days
we "deal" with each other
and I seriously don't like that

But I guess Things do change

I know i sounded emo now
But I cannot help it ...
Suddenly I missed the company of real friends
Yesterday, I talked to my friend on msn
And we haven been meeting each other for 3 months
and we sort of drifted apart
i told her.

If she were to say I'm thinking too much
At least i feel more comfortable
But She agreed with me
and that really wakes me up
we ARE really drifting apart
and i am quite sad

Because it's rarely I have a friend i can really
trust and talk to
because i really really have to scan through that person
before i really am ready to regard that person as a friend
and now
we drifted apart because of 1 stupid reason
we're just too busy to meet up...

In my life
I haven done anything I've regret.
Because I always told myself that
If i were to choose that route then
I will stick with it and not regret it
But now i have 1 regret
that is not finding time to meet her

There were so many times i could have met her
But i gave excuses like
I've got no money
den when i have the money
I have no time
but now when i come to think of it
if i really really wanted to meet
I don't need any money
because i can jolly well go to her house
just to chat and see her
If i got no time
I can jolly well spare 1 hour or so
But i didn't make the efforts

That's my biggest regret
Because i assume
I assumed that we would meet 1 day
and we will still be that close
I assumed
I made and ass out of us
and I acted cool by telling her
that's life and since we've drifted then it might be fate
maybe when we meet we'll be better
ok that's crap
holy crap!

That isn't how i really think
I am seriously sad
and i really really regretted not taking the time out to meet
even for a simple chat
I always waited for them to make the first move
and now she didn't


Again my pride won over my heart
I didn't tell her what i really felt inside
but sorry
I really don't have the courage to do so ..

I'm sad!!!!
My phone is not functioning anymore!!!
The navigation button is not working
and i got no idea why!!!!!

ARGH!!!
no more camwhoring
no more this
no more that
T.T

I am very very sad :(

bb

YES!!!!
1 project down!!!1
3 more to go!
gambateh neh!

Actually I am more worried about exam
more den anything else!!!!
anyway I'm glad i managed to pass up
my assignments in time :)

However today was so last minute!
and now i promise to my self i will never do last minute work again!!!


argh!

Anyway an exciting news to share!
I'm in snooker club YAY!!!
haha i know it's off but i just wanna share
ok tata!

I'm dying soon

Lesson learnt!

NEVER DO LAST MINUTE WORK!!!!

argh~~~~
ok gtg finished complaining!


Bye bye!