I know i shouldn't do this
But I cannot help it!
I know God will be there to help me out since i am his child now
But I still can't help it and wonder if only i am richer
what will happen?

Will I have more time to go partying?
People have been asking me out
and i can't go out
and seriously I AM JEALOUS!
I am jealous that I don have the money to go partying
Then i am angry that when i finally have the money to go out!

My friends says they are not free
they are studying for exam
blah blah blah

I guess that's one of the reason that contributes to me being a christian
it's cheap
you get to know friends
and u have something to do every weekend w/o spending much


To someone:
But still, If only i am richer.
maybe i can go partying around
and then maybe you'll start posting pictures of me on your blog
was disappointed that when i DID go out with u
u didn't post it out
I know it's childish
BUT i don't care
you always said that
I am your bestest friend u can tell me things no one else can
but i guess u told everyone this
Once again I am very affected by you not posting our outing out
because it's so rare that we go out together
and it seems like you don care
and it REALLY makes me wonder if u mean what u say