Sometimes i Just wonder will anyone love me?
again I feel so alone
Somehow I got no one i can talk to

I mean there will be people who will want to be my listening ear
BUT The thing is They won understand how i feel
cos it's too complicated...

My heart is at a loss now
somehow it feels like someone has dig a hole
somewhere on my heart
and that part feels so empty that
It hurts.

I Got absolutely no idea what makes me so sad
I got no idea either what makes me feel the emptiness
somehow I just feel like dying so i don have to think of
anything else at all.
Some how i feel like giving up

But how can i give up when i already traveled so far?
I can't bear to because if i did
then all the fights I have won and go through
have all been wasted ?

I guess this is just one of the emo days
If you're going to ask me how am i ?
You don have to
I'll be fine
I just need some time.


For now I hate life and i got no idea why..