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Sunday, October 26, 2008 at 10/26/2008 02:10:00 PM |
View Report Welcome Avier Kwek, here is your handwriting analysis. Some is so true... BUT some I wouldn't dare to say it's not true
All I can say is That subconsciously I might be thinking that way but I just don realise it . Maybe... The one about the low confidence. It is actually somehow true I might be laughing and thinking how pretty I am... And tell you my dreams But when you say
Just one thing bad about me I'll keep brooding over it... Is that what they call low in confidence? I'm not sure. And yes! I definitely still holding on to the past not daring to plan for the future. Kept thinking what I've done wrong in the past... Maybe... It's time to stop thinking and move on... Here's the link. Enjoy~ And if you decided to do the test show it in blog yeah?? haha
http://www.handwritingwizard.com/
Btw before you read my analysis do the test first or it will NOT be accurate I purposely made it very low so you have to scroll alot to read the result haha! Don cheat ;p
Avier uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Avier does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. Avier will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. Avier is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?" People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Avier doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others. When Avier expresses an opinion on a issue she will stick to that opinion, and probably will not change her mind. In other words... Avier is stubborn. When she is wrong about something that she has decided upon, she will have trouble admitting she is wrong. Changing Avier's mind can be very difficult. Once Avier makes up her mind, she doesn't want to be confused with the facts! Avier will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it! In reference to Avier's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Avier slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Avier can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip. Avier's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Avier that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Avier also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Avier is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Avier's self-concept is artificially low. Avier will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Avier to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Avier is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken. Avier is having some confusion in her physical life. She is examining the past to give her answers about some of her physical desires. She may be trying to find a balance between her philosophical beliefs and her natural physical desires. Something is incomplete in Avier's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Avier's sexual needs. Avier has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Avier's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Avier has regarding sex and physical things. So, her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Avier is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once. For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Avier has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Avier fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Avier has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Avier seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Avier seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.
Some is so true... BUT some I wouldn't dare to say it's not true
All I can say is That subconsciously I might be thinking that way but I just don realise it . Maybe... The one about the low confidence. It is actually somehow true I might be laughing and thinking how pretty I am... And tell you my dreams But when you say
Just one thing bad about me I'll keep brooding over it... Is that what they call low in confidence? I'm not sure. And yes! I definitely still holding on to the past not daring to plan for the future. Kept thinking what I've done wrong in the past... Maybe... It's time to stop thinking and move on... Here's the link. Enjoy~ And if you did do the test show it in blog yeah?? haha
http://www.handwritingwizard.com/
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Saturday, October 25, 2008 at 10/25/2008 12:05:00 AM |
I am seriously pissed now I feel that people are thinking that I did not turn up for SCC or I don go for fare well party because they are going army soon because I'm lazy Or i have excuses BUT I am REALLY busy ! I am packed with so many things! Events for child fiesta and we are the organizers so it takes planning . Then I have many talks briefing and voluntary stuffs to attend to I would very much like to be free But this term there's so many events and hands on and it will all benefit me so i got no choice but to take it up
Don think life in ITE is easy maybe for other course yes But for Early childhood the competition is very strong so If I don work harder Then I'll be wasting my time transferring from Ngee Ann to ITE so I REPEAT again I really have a valid reason for not attending scc I am really packed with stuff there's no way I desert school classes or projects to go for SCC right?
So please do understand I really have my difficulties too Shan't talk much anymore If anyone still doubt me there's nth i can do I don have the extra energy to convince people to believe me After a hectic week I just want a good rest
Good night ..
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Thursday, October 23, 2008 at 10/23/2008 11:22:00 PM |
Alright! This term is gonna be a super busy term with so many things on hand! I REALLY REALLY have to learn how to juggle my time! There will be at least 4 projects this term With that Children Fiesta it will be like 5 projects and I only have like 9 weeks?? Plus all the enrichment classes like Story telling and stuff It's really gonna be hectic! Now I really must make sure I can cope all and still score well for all projects.
Went for the Autism briefing from 7pm - 9pm At Kallang some where I don know the place name Haha! And guess what ? I am telling the Joke of the month! And yes I'm the joke of the month!
It was raining very heavily And we are still stuck at that place Don, Julee, DiDi, Ivy, Fara, Asqiah and Me Den while Fara and Asqiah went toilet A car passes by and asked whether we need a ride They are some one from the PAYM so I repiled can we?
and guess what? Their friends came down and get into the car and That moment Didi, Julee, Don and Ivy laughed like hell I really wanna dig a hole and hide myself in it!!! IT WAS EMBARRASSING CAN??? LUCKILY she said I'm asking you guys too I heaved a sigh of relieved!! BUT she eases my agony after like 30 sec
NOW i understand how it feel to be really embarassed! You just feel like dying!!! OK I'm tired I go sleep liao NIGHT NIGHT!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Monday, October 20, 2008 at 10/20/2008 11:46:00 PM |
Had a LONG day in school Today!!! With the story telling talk :) It sure was beneficial! Learned alot of things :) Might be doing some experiment here and there with story telling OMG it can be so much fun!!! haha
Actually I'm tired to blog much so yeah!!!
BUT I CANNOT WAIT FOR TOMORROW!!! We have our treasure hunt tomorrow and guess what? That means we don have classes tomorrow!!! YAY!!! haha
got to get going ! TATA!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Sunday, October 19, 2008 at 10/19/2008 09:05:00 PM |
Actually I got nth to blog about haha Because Yesterday and Today I've been at home the whole day! BUT surprisingly It's not hard to get by Perhaps because Weekdays I've been sleeping late and waking up early So I basically wasted 2 days rotting at home ..
You know sometimes Some people got me thinking I know of this guy He feels that he got ALOT of problems and Because of his temper he offended alot of people pretty much like me yeah? I Think so too BUT the problem is He knows what is his problem BUT he is not willing to make changes This I don understand And He says People only see the bad in him BUT not the good
Yes I've complained about this before BUT I've sorted it out people will always remember the bad side of you more than the good side That's always the case Hence, Keep the good and throw away the bad right? I mean it's easier said than done BUT I'm trying hard I mean Happiness don't fall on you YOU go after them! Of cos some people are lucky. They have a better life than others and they don have to try as hard. BUT people who try harder will be more successful than people who don't. I believe That no matter how lucky they are They succeed because they know how to grab hold of Opportunities around them
For people like us with a not so good background Although sometimes it is tough BUT I feel that If we can get over all these we will be more successful than many people out there I really really believed in this
because Brick walls are there to Show how much you really want something Brick walls are also there to stop others from reaching their goals Change what you think You will change what you get ! Move beyond your fear and you will get what you want Always be aware of the new choices. Do not isolate yourself in Comfort zone
I believed in all these and I believed I can succeed 1 day 1 day I'll be the happiest woman no I might not be perfect BUT I'm trying to obtain a perfect life!
And whether you get it or not it's practically how you think :)
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Thursday, October 16, 2008 at 10/16/2008 10:43:00 PM |
Today is a short day in school BUT still tired because I'm lack of sleep LUCKILY There's no theory today Anyway I love it When Ms pearl read us a story every end of lesson and I find this really meaningful Wanna share it with all of you
I Am Me: A Declaration of Self-Esteem
In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine Because I alone chose it. I own everything about me; My body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, Whether they be to others or to myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know, But as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel, at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore I can engineer me. I am me and I am okay.
by Virginia Satir
I love this! Yes I am ME and I am MORE than OK. In fact I'm good BUT i can be better :)
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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at 10/16/2008 12:37:00 AM |
The best pic ever!
WAAA!!! Just came back home Sooo tired!!! ahhh~~ SO LONG never go scc le! Now abit rusty! very tired ahhh~~~ Finally get to see Mei Har OMG girl I miss you sooo sooo much haha! took some photos When two crazy woman meets talk again soon! Night !!!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008 at 10/15/2008 06:15:00 AM |
I forgot to blog yesterday so decided to make it up today Partly because when I woke up to see the time It's 5.30 and I wake up at 6 normally I kept telling myself not to go to school and go back to sleep LOL so I decided to use com and blog den go bath!! haha!
Anyway our class we have a new teacher He's a male and at first we were sort of looking forward to it Because we are like deprive of MAN! BUT seriously I hate him! He carries an attitude which I don like And He keep trying to be "humble" Always saying things like I gave up my manager post then stop and say oh well nvm and the others in the class will go tell us la! den he says things like no la no la I don wanna appear too boastful
OH PLEASE! you are being boastful man! Trying too hard! I am so not gonna like him! LOUSY!!!!
OK whatever!
其实我是另有目的! 我现在才发现 原来我们班有危险人物 他们看来不起眼 可是考试却得超级高分 这些是我的竞争对象 我一定一定要加油
It's a wake up call! I deserve better than what I have and yeah I watched a video yesterday in Ms Pearl class that video was made from a book call who moved my cheese and I am deeply impact by 3 phrases I add some words on my own though...
1. Concentrate on what you want and think of nothing else and you'll find it no matter what! 2. Be aware of your surrounding and make the neccessary move 3. When you change what you think you can change what you get
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Monday, October 13, 2008 at 10/13/2008 09:48:00 PM |
Haha! Reached the 200th post!!! Ok today was the first day of school and everything turned out well Many classmates changed their hairstyle and OMG they looked so different!!! It's been long since i returned school! And I missed school!!! hahah!!!
After school met up with Calvin And we went Kboxing! OK I am officially broke!!! Lucky he sponsor LOL he sponsor cos no choice I'm the only kaki he left with for kboxing he got no other choice but to sponsor!!! wahaha! Anyone out there with no company to go singing? Call me and treat me I'll gladly go ^^ hehe
EH BUT I"M SAD :( HE SAY I GROW FATTER FROM THE LATEST POST COMPARED TO CHALET!!!! It's the angle problem!!! :( Humph! *pout* never grow fat la!!!! But what if? maybe? I grow fatter??? scary!
Anyway I'm quite happy with myself today I know there are many times I still raise my voice And sounded irritated BUT sometimes I caught it And I tried to speak calmly BUT many times I still missed it!
MAtes please do me a BIG favour Whenever I sound agitated Please erm kindly tell me Avier you're speaking abit loud now haha BUT please tell me nicely ok? don scold me :) I'm not perfect and I'm trying hard to change so give me some support yeah? Thanks in advance!!! :)
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Sunday, October 12, 2008 at 10/12/2008 05:54:00 PM |
I've deleted ALL of anything related to ZHANG HAI MING! and seriously I'm not sad anymore Yes I really like him alot and haven gt over him 100 % this I'm sure BUT I really got to see the most ugly side of him that I feel that i got no need to be sad over him
Remember I went for Chalet? He sms me whether I can help find information for his project because his laptop went for service and he got no computer I told him I can only start on Fri cos I'm in chalet and I wanted to rest awhile after that
He: Nvm then You have a good rest I find others for help enjoy Me: hmm ok then
den Yesterday He message me asking me If i can help because he cant find people to help But I didn't reply immediately cos I'm tired from the sight seeing I only got back home in the morning And Today he send me a message again But I was sleeping and guess what?
After 1 hour or so He smsed me : Alright Avier I'll pay you But I really need help in finding projects Info
So what? This is how he sees me in his eyes I am such a materialistic girl? who only talks about money? Oh fuck I am left speechless
I am so willing to do it for him FREE OF CHARGE because I don mind research you know? to do a good project research is the most important thing! It's not just copying and paste It's about reading and know what you wanna find out! it's the toughest part of the whole project in case you don realise
I never reply him and this is what he send me I really got a good look of him He thinks that money can buy everything BUT Fuck My love for him ain't because he spend on me man I am disappointed But i'm not sad
I see no need to be sad over someone who thinks so lowly of me And I'm going to just fuck it! I might be emotional sometimes BUT don worry friends After I've seen him thoroughly I'm better off without him :)
And yup I'll still try harder to change whatever points I have to I'll grow to be the happiest woman ever I believe! All it takes is some changes and I'm good to go :) It's gonna be hard BUT it's not stopping me :) This I promise myself...
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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at 10/12/2008 04:52:00 PM |
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Thursday, October 9, 2008 at 10/09/2008 08:31:00 PM |
Back from visiting my mum and I just saw my time table and guess what??? YAY!!!! YAY!!! YAY!!!
MY TIME TABLE ROCKS!!!!!
Mon - Wed 8 to 3 Thurs 9 to 11 Fri 8 to 12
SHIOK SHIOK SHIOK!!!! haha!!!!
haha just wanna show off my schedule! erm I hope i didn't see wrongly though lol
Anyway this week I've been very happy haha been going out and stuff! and yeah I've figured out what is wrong with me and yeah everything happens for a reason I believe his departure will make me happier in future :)
Some one spur me on just now he wanted to hurt someone because he ain't happy and he wants people to be sad or angry but lol He haven expected because of what he said I finally figure out everything He told me the problem with me is I'm fat and i should choose fat guy I think too highly of myself that's why Haiming chose another woman and she's the bigger winner but the fact is I've learnt my mistake I dare not say i won repeat But i can do my best to prevent it that's what makes me the winner :) He even said I'm a loser
which I don really care about too much Because the real loser hurt people because they aren't happy That's the most pathetic things in life and he doesn't realise it To think he's already 23 years old I feel sorry for him actually
To all my friends out there : please be happy because no matter what happen it happens for a reason :) when everything is in place you will be glad it happen that way :)
And Yes I will try my best to change my temper my character and all Whatever that require changing and I will keep the good in me :) so at the mean time do bear with me and support me :) thanks :)
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Wednesday, October 8, 2008 at 10/08/2008 06:53:00 PM |
WOW!!! I got like So many things to say in this entry!!! Because I missed Monday and Tuesday So please be prepared for super long post!!! wahaha!!!
6/10/2008
Went to meet Hai ming early in the morning as he needed to pass to me something Then when I met him his first reaction was Wow You slimmed down a little haha I admit I'm happy BUT even so too bad he's not coming back but oh well anyway after that I went to see the doctor And She said that I've slimmed down another 5 kg wahaha So I slimmed down by 10 kg in 2 mths!!! yay!!!!
Went to meet Annie after that haven seen her for about a month! And I missed her a WHOLE lot!!! and we had our lunch at Long John Silver Den chit chatted awhile as we need to wait for main to end her school
Finally main's school ended and we went to EHUB's Coffee Bean to have hearts to hearts talk Talk about many things And even some misunderstanding was cleared
I'm so sorry I ever thought that way of you but ya i guess action do causes misunderstanding without clarifications BUT since now everything is cleared I hope we will be closer then ever :) at least we know each other 1 step further :)
After chilling out with them I went home to bath and get ready to go Chalet This is 1 thing good about staying in Pasir ris haha I can take my time to Chalet while all of them gets jealous of me since they stay in the west HAHA!
Jia Yi came to fetch me and at that moment i was like! OMG JiaYi I've missed you! but he got no reaction -.- after we've reached the chalet rested awhile and camwhoring starts! Haha
Jia yi : eee you pout i never cannot cannot! I pout we take again and there goes When Jia Yi is drunk it's really scary! One occasion when Dickson and Ken is trying to fix the bed Jia Yi came barging in the room and literally squash me like in wrestling! and he wouldn't get up >.< THE WORST is I've shouted help no one rescue me! even Dickson and Ken continued to move the mattress and when they're done they just leave me there! and WINSTON even took picture!!! and then LEFT! OMFG!!! Then jia yi began laughing and finally gets up When i get whole of the picture I shall let you guys see! After That played some games and got bully by gary till 4 plus talked awhile and slept till 7 plus
7/10/2008
Woke up bath and wait for others to get ready At first we wanted to eat breakfast at 8 plus however, we need to wait for others to get ready and it was until 10 plus we managed to have our breakfast LOL SCC's habit SCC never starts on time ! While we were waiting Xue Ting ask XT : Avier where you sleep last night? Me: slept with Gary they all lor we shifted the bed then all share lor... YOU AR! Still dare ask me! all forget about me ! :( enter the room you all occupied liao XT : LOL sorry sorry This is how I get bully at SCC :(
We planned on singing at 2pm at Kbox and it was already 11 plus so some of us whose lazy to travel back to the chalet slacked at the food court till 2pm At the meantime we GOSSIP!!!! Gossip with Xue Ting, Jia Yi, Chien Wen and Gary LOL den we figured out most of us thinks the same
Xue Ting's Candid Shot Taken by Gary Xue ting doesn't know and surprisingly it is a good shot! XT please blame gary.. Not my fault :x
Finally it's 2pm So off we went singing!!! and again camwhore! with XT
Taken badly decided to try again but still bad :(Last try I GIVE UP! so stopped all the camwhoring :(
After singing went back to Chalet for BBQ and i got to comment!!! Ben's BBQ skill is GREAT!!! The food is not too burnt and yet it is fully cooked! Best BBQ chef ever!!!! YUMMY!!!
After that we played the game murderer a different type of murderer different from the normal wink wink This style of playing can really let you see a person's character and JIA YI is very JIAN!!! LOL He can make people suspect one another BUT no one thinks that he is the murderer! no one suspected at all! OMG!!!! and guess what? I'm the one making the most noise claiming to be the detective or giving my 2 cents worth of comments on who's the murderer and I get killed very early! prevent me from making too much noise or getting them exposed :( I know you guys must be thinking expected! avier always talk so much.. SOB SOB!!!
After that went to the beach and we took turn riding bike It's been long since I've ridden a Bike and I forgot how good it feels All along I keep telling people I dislike riding bike BUT I think I am going to find some kakis to ride with me in future...
After that went back to Chalet and Steve brought his keyboard so he can work with me to create a song for Monthly performance He said he brought it to Chalet specially for me awww.. so sweet! haha BUT i think he's lying anyway Thanks Steve! appreciate it!!!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Saturday, October 4, 2008 at 10/04/2008 04:05:00 PM |
Can someone enlighten me? What is Best friend? Or rather what is true friend?
They always say true friend are the ones That's right there with you when u need them The say true friends are the one who see your sadness behind your eyes even though others can only see your smile
But does that mean True friend should always be hidden behind the scene? You know I always wonder Those people who are very very pretty Their so call "Sister" / "best friends" are always the pretty ones
And Then it had me thinking So when you are not pretty enough? No matter how you stood by them You don get recognized?
Yeah Take me as I'm sprouting nonsense BUT I really wonder People say that True friend will stand by your side silently I think that's crap Because Only when You're depressed den you come looking for your true friend and other wise you go looking for your "sisters" or "best friend" Den aren't you just using your true friend?
I know that true friend doesn't care about being recognize BUT when issues like this happens too many times It make you think thrice? It makes you think, so what am i?
Once Annie's ex Bf said I really salute Avier She dare to go out and be good friend with Pretty people at first I just laughed over it Jia yi told me to ask that guy to fuck off because it's insulting and come to think of it yeah I really wonder?
Do I really have to be gorgeous in order to be Their true friend? I must admit that I do not have the nicest figure the best listening ear the sweetest tongue or the angelic face But what I have is standing by them when they can find no one else BUT even so I do need affirmation It's doesn't feel good to be behind the scenes all the time
Maybe because you guys are always the lime light so it's not a concern at all Maybe all along I've been saying : don need the whole world to know That we're best friend that's why you take full advantage of it and Maybe I'm just jealous
alright ignore me Like I say I don have the nicest mouth for words BUT please note that when I say who are my best friend I do mean it
I don say nice things just for people to like me or to be popular. BUT I think I should adopt that style because I am always at the losing end be it school work or life maybe honeyed words mean more than anything ..
I don know and I'm confused Someone enlighten me please!
AND DON TELL ME ABOUT you are what you are and that make you unique or we like you for your directness and whatever crap because in this society it doesn't work this way Because I HAVE been so truthful that people hate me for it so please enlighten me in a more realistic way I don need comforting I need realistic enlightenment thanks...
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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at 10/04/2008 06:51:00 AM |
See this! haha So healthy! Fish cake! veggies and egg!!! YUMMY!!!
OK! It's 6.50 am I'm eating my maggie mee while I Blogged! I'm famished!!! OMG!!! can u imagine? I slept from 5.30 pm Intending to take a nap yesterday to this morning 4.30 am? After I woke up I was still wondering why I woke up so early And I played Human Pet and surf the net as usual..
Until like 1 hr ago I finally remembered I slept at 5.30 pm Yesterday! OMG! And At 6.30 am I'm very hungry So cooked my self a meal and started to blog as I eat Wanna share a few things!!! haha
Remember the day b4 yesterday? we were supposed to meet up with the big shots and it's like I made a fool!!!! ahhh~~ Cos I was late! so when I reached the bus interchange 410 came BUT the problem was there was 2 410 1 white 1 green White 1 reaches our school first! otherwise it will go 1 big round and i only reached school after half an hour! And I saw the bus with white top and green bottom I figured that is the "white bus" And I took it! And While I'm on the bus I saw CY and Don taking their own sweet time walking to school and ALAS! The bus took a diff route! And I realised! I took the WRONG bus!!!!
And that moment all I had in mind was WTF!!!! I called CY and Realised They have already reached the school! So I RUSHED all the way to school and suddenly they were all laughing -.- No need to guess Cy told me we were laughing about you and our course manager was in there! argh! So embarassing!!!
Anyway It all went well I think haha!!! So the decision lies on them BUT we all did well
OK!!!! I'm so excited talking about this!!! ahhh~~~~ Yeow ann was online that night!!! and I talked to him!!!! and he replied me!!!! hahah!!! so happy!!! ^^
AND CY helped me to check out something!!! GUESS WHAT? He's single!!!! YAY!!!! This means I might stand a chance!!! ahhh!!! BUT maybe not cos Singaporean guys typical! FAT= no hope!!!! so sad :( I so pretty only fat ma!!! lol ok whatever! anyway I'm damn happy talking to him la even though it's short but who cares!!! hahah!!! can't wait to talk to him again!!!
OK I need to get back to my meal! HUNGRY!!!! TATA!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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Wednesday, October 1, 2008 at 10/01/2008 11:27:00 PM |
AHHH!!! MY EYES!!!! Something happen to my eyes! OH NO!!!! It's all red and I think it has a cut!!! Shit man! I hope tomorrow when I wake up everything will be alright! :(
Anyway I enjoyed myself to the core today! Went to museum for some voluntary work today ! And I had great fun!!! EVEN THOUGH Most of the time Belin Bullied me Trying to kick me out of the group saying I was irritating and stuff BUT I KNOW DEEP DOWN SHE LOVE ME!!!! And I LOVE YOU TOO BELINDA MUACKZ!!!
wahaha!!! Saw my eye candy YAO ANN!!! He is Like so gentle!!!! And At the end of the activity He say next time If we happen to be in that area Text him and He'll join us for tea >.< THAT IVY!!! Have to tap me and say eh join for tea leh!! and Yao Ann was Just behind me Thanks ar IVY!!!!
OK went to have breakfast with DON I WAS LATE!!! But I swear That the transport was SLOW!!! Normally I take half an hour to reach Today It took 45 mins!!! ARGH!!! But luckily he's not angry I hope!
After that meet Belin and Ivy and walked to museum together :) Then briefing.. usual.. and while the others learn ketupak Me and Ivy and Belin and YZ layed congkat!!! LOL
I taught this boy call Akosh I hope I spelled his name right He came to the 5 stones station I taught him how 2 play it and for a boy who is only 6 1/2 Only turned 7 like next year His eye hand coordination is very good he basically can catch the stones quite well except that his hand a little small so it will be harder for him! and he's so cute!! If he can't do it he says things like oh man! This is hard! It's really hard! It's ok Let me try again! I was guilty of myself at that moment! A 6 years old speaking damn well! What's worst was when we played congkat together later of the day when he came back from visiting the galleries
He goes : I should think what strategies I should use next! Can You imagine? a 6 year old boy? he's really cute! and what I love most about him! Is his Gorgeous eyes!! OMG he had Black eye with super long eyelash and his eyelash colour is in natural brown I'm pretty sure he is going to grow up to be a pretty boy! I BET!
And I got to know some background knowledge about him He's born in bangkok BUT stayed at Singapore since young But apparently he's going back there again soon and I can hear his sadness when he told me : My mum wants to move There I don't even know where it is :( So I stopped asking and continued our game sad eh? he lived here for like 7 years? and he's going to move to somewhere he never been before I can just imagine how he felt :( BuT deep down I wished him all the best IT's an experience! I'm sure he will grow to like it!
OK enough about him! I'm so crazy over him! BUT let me say again! He has a GORGEOUS EYES! AND GOOD ATTITUDE! he even came back to say bye to me before he left sweet right ? *blush*
BUT YAO ANN"S SMILE EVER MORE GORGEOUS! ok well both have their strength *blushes*
LOL Tomorrow Meeting the big shots and our future lies in their hand! really have to leave a gd impression! GAMBATEH!!! K resting now!!! MUACKZ!
Life is a song and I'll play for you.
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